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I'VE MOVED !

2009-12-18T03:49:00.000-08:00

people . i moved my blog to http://protrait-a-role.tumblr.com/ pls do visit and comment . dont really noe how to use it yet . but i'll learn .i wont delete this blog cause i cant erase all my memories just like dat . I LOVE READING MY OLD STORIES ! its damn funny . whr my english sux , how i wrote is funny . HAHAH ! dont read taw ! embarrasing :D

2009-12-16T02:21:00.000-08:00

all i ever wanted was to love everyone on earth . even though that person is ugly , arrogant , selfish , idiotic , moron , watsoever ! I DONT CARE ! all i want was to love everyone on earth . i cant possibly hurt anione . cause by hurting them , i'm just hurting myself . both of you were the ones i love most . both of you were the ones i want to live wif forever . without both of you , my life is incomplete . you're like the blood in my body , drink in the cup everything ! wat is a cup w/o a drink ? what is life without someone to love ? i want to tell you this . i noe the deal was for me to leave him . it's beena year he left u and it's been a year you hv been thinking bout him . so what makes you think dat u can forget him now ? i'll do wat u want . we'll see what will happen next . if you think it's for the best , then fine . i'll go wif you . i just hope it gets better . i could leave but i could not forget him . you gotta noe that ..

2009-12-13T21:21:00.000-08:00

hey !

weekend was a blast ? i dont think so . well did get out of the hs .

saturday ? mum brought us to central . wanted to submit the hdb thingy . so that we could get loan for our new hs . orangkn bace selawat kalau nk taruk bende , nie mak aku bace doa makan ah ! HAHAHAH ! ass eh dier ? :D
then had breakfast at kfc . th wrap thingy sux ! went to look for mum's new clothes . my adik mati2 nk beli boxer ? dah terang2 tk der . gader yg besar gituk tk pakai boxer , adik aku yg kecik nie nk boxer . beh tunjuk yg budak besar nye-.-
at bout 3++ , went to eat at SEOUL GARDEN ! oooohhhllleeeemmmaaakkkk ! power ! mkn mkn mkn mkn mkn mkn . HAHA ! tk gemok ok ! walked around orchard . sis was about to buy a crupler bag . but didnt . mum say it's not worth it-.-"
limit , tk beli aper2 thx to my GRANDFATHER ! complain kaki sakit lah ape lah ! BLUEK AH !

sunday ? woke up at like 10 . went to check where's everyone . but mum and bro was not in . suddenly i like so called "collasped" in front of my room . cant stand . had to crawl . but felt like vomiting . so , crawled to the toilet and sat beside the toilet bowl . so nampak sah , seluar aku basah . but i didnt vomit . lagi best , dalam toilet bowl ader taik stuck . taik saper sak tu . was groaning . crawled back to room . stopped behind my door . cant take it , was groaning till my sis woke up and carried me to the sofa . ya ya ya . so mum said dat i pitam . no blood at my brain . blah blah blah . afternoon , went to IMM . sumpah boring . tk der bende jek . so ... bye ! :D

I'm 14 !

2009-12-10T04:29:00.000-08:00

Happie Birthday to me ; Amirah ; ashiqin , TAUFIQ BATISAH ; raven ... 10 december babies :D

Finally , i'm 14 . mum said that it's good to be young . shall thx everyone who wished me . especially JUNITA for wishing at 12midnight . LUV YA GURL ! and also the rest .

shall also thank people who gave me presents . i luv u all too . presents were damn nice . nadirah , sis , bro , grandparents . yea so far from them . but thx :D
especially when my sis and bro poured water when i'm sleeping -.-
nadirah pulled me to bugis to celebrate my bday . walked around bugis junction . watched new moon wif her ! it wasnt wat i expected to be . alot of cut scenes . wtf rite ? was waiting for the movie to end faster cos i was shivering . it was as if i was sick.

was home late . mum gave a small lecture . suprised to see my facebook account flood wof wishes . thank you all :D sis bought me cake yesterday , i cant believe my eyes . she actually bought me a cake. she also bought me shades . tengok lah kalau aku bleh pakai k . shall stop here . toodles :D

how i hate maids & banglas

2009-12-09T03:01:00.000-08:00

technically , having problems looking at pictures in blogger -.-

it's so frustrating.

people ! do you get irritated when u see maids dating wif banglas ? i think it'll go blind watching this everyday . wanna noe why i hate maids ?

1) maids thought that i was a maid-.-

maid: indonesia ya ?

me : bukan ..

maid : Philippines ?

me : singapore lah !

annoying ah ? stupid ass.

2) maids dating wif bangla . does maid have any taste ? banyak orang kat indonesia/Philippines , knape byk2 orang kene amink bangla ah ? da lah hitam . suker pegang2 lagi . kau nk bangla sangat , gi lah kat india ! byk org siul kat situ . buat menyemak negri aku jek-.-"

3) due to number (1) , banglas thought that i'm a maid and keep on staring at me , pathetic idiot banglas ! stupid black-.-

waiting for 12midnight i guess:D

2009-12-08T01:38:00.000-08:00

hey there peeps .

currently eating ice cream . bro bought it for me . can u believe ? he ask me to eat the ice cream so dat he can play wif the sticks like upin & ipin ? tk peh . masih budak , biarkn jer lah-.-

well , i said it b4 and i'm saying this again . I LUV READING MAI'S LOVE STORY WIF HER BF . jealous ? no ! it's just so nice to read . hais , go read okay . i'm sure it'll melt u !

k back . seriously wanna watch new moon . problem is no money-.-
ulser is healing soon :D can talk properly already . but still hv trouble brushing my teeth . 2 more days ? making me sick ! shouldnt hv counted down . make me sad onie-.-

well , kinda rotting at hm like always ! pathetic ! i'm missing people . seriously . i think i bursting soon):

PEOPLE ! DONT REMIND ME ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY OKAY .

2009-12-06T23:15:00.000-08:00

this is ugly-.-

sry for not updating blog for 2 days . went out the whole weekend wif family .

on saturday , went to vivocity to watch 2012 . i swear i hate that movie ! shouldnt hv agreed to watch the movie . i swear i was shivering at vivocity . went to giant and guess wat i saw ? i actualy saw patrick the star doll ! it was huge and very cute ! ergh ! too bad it's expensive . dad almost bought it for me but unfortunately , he didnt): my ulser gets worst . had difficulty eating-.-

sunday ? headed to geylang market . again couldnt eat properly . mum did not allow me to eat thosai): so she bought me chicken porridge . hais . went to sheng shiong at geylang . boring . i swear the things bought was damn heavy . so obviously we need the taxi . but we went too close to the bus stop . so at last , we took th bus hm-.-
reached hm . dad wants to buy our school shoes and bag . went to amk . then went to toa payoh . watever . boring . visitors came . blah blah blah .

kinda dizzy rite now . just finished iron the stupid clothes . update soon(:

2009-12-03T21:56:00.001-08:00

there's several things bothering my mind rite now .

1) my big ulser-.-
2) desperately wanna watch NEW MOON
3) my birthday

my ulser is seriously hurting me . 2 ulser grown at the same place . another one just beside it . there's another one at the other side of my lip . that makes 4 on 1 lip ! ERGH !!

sis watched new moon yesterday on the big screen . nadirah watched on the internet . left me liao ! wtf ! sis yesterday say dat jacob almost kiss bella n stuff . also he's badan berg ! hais ! I WAN WATCH NEW MOON !

my birthday ? i hv nothing to say . actually i dun noe wat to say or feel . angry ? frustrated ? sad ?
but none of this will actually help . i cant even do anithing):

last but not least ! I'M CRAVING FOR HERSHEY'S CHOCOLATE COOKIES 'N' CREAM ! it's been a long time i nvr taste chocolates . i need money):

2009-12-02T22:34:00.000-08:00

criously wj is xtra !

2N1 BBQ !

ivan and me(:

ugly rite ?!

rushdy got thrown 1st by AIN !

ivan being thrown in th pool

buttock fight(:

candid huh ?

yesterday was a blast ! had 2n1 bbq . sry eh bah , terpakse bohong:P
reno and jieen waited for me at 155 bus stop . went thr forgeting RUSHDY ! haha ! waited for rushdy at the bustop . laugh laugh laugh . then went to the condo .
khairiyyah's family was there . her mum complained to me bout ALOT of things . rushdy got thrown in th water by ain . it was damn funny . had a lot of food . khaliesah was there . she kept on shouting from the pool . asking me to swim wif her-.-
class sang me advance birthday song(:
thank you so much . i'll nvr forget this .
swam at bout magrib time . wtf eh ? pool was damn cold ! seriously . only gurl to swim-.-
head home wif ain + nephew , nurul + brother , rushdy and me . took 155 to tp interchange . took train to braddel. that is bcos i was late-.-

2009-12-01T04:18:00.000-08:00

new moon will be out in 2 more days . im proudly to say sat i'm in TEAM JACOB !:D
hais . u nvr noe how desperate to watch dat movie.. i'm also craving for HERSHEY chocolate ! HAIS ! CHOCOLATE !! :P

tomorrow , hopefully i could go to th class bbq . pray for me ppl ! my 1st time going bbq wif frens . wait ! 2nd time going bbq wif frens . house was kecoh today . like mama and mami family came . wow ! packed ! currently watching satyria sayang : "aya , aku sayang sama kamu , aku cinta sama kamu ! " .
geram peh babe ! jealous i sama dier):

should i countdown ?

2009-11-30T03:41:00.000-08:00

today sumpah kecoh .

called nadirah at 9.30am but her fone was off . called and called . that was until 11am ? pathetic kn ?
second . head to bishan cc to send my bursary form . limit2 must go at the bishan NORTH cc . called mum . kinda scolding her :D
so then headed to the prime market there . at the blk2 there . at last we were lost-.- stuck at the playground . then my dearest sexy babe go find the map from the internet by her fone . so we wasnt lost . but the thing is dat : the cc havent open yet ! fine . so waited for it to open . went there . want to send , the person say must bring some stupid documents . so at last didnt submit . headed back to school . went to school to buy books . nasib baik bleh bayar pakai voucher . malu jugak eh bayar pakai voucher ..

dance was really tiring . the steps were damn difficult . but we did share some laughter . haha ! lame shit ! then yao yuan and afi brought their guitars . was singing . my heart was the best song ever ! everyone sang . teacher left at 5 . we left like about 45 mins later ? HAHA! :D

babi tomorrow must buy ian's book-.-

2009-11-28T00:07:00.000-08:00

hey peeps !

had thosai for breakfast at yishun ! then headed to sheng siong ( segala utk kamu !!! )
hais . its kinda cool there . walked around my future estate which is at khatib . alot of things to buy there , overall it's a cool place :D

ouh yea .. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO MUHD NURHAZIQ BIN HAMDAN .
too bad i couldnt contact him cos he didnt even on his fone-.-

get this straight to your head ! i like neither of your friends ! if you worried , it just means dat you dont trust me ! all i needed was ur trust . cause i hv no one else to go to . pls dont mention about this topic animore !

2009-11-27T02:05:00.000-08:00

among all the love stories i read , mai's love story will nvr fail to make me cair . i swear it's nice to read .

btw , SELAMAT HARI RAYA ADHA kepada sumer ye ..
mum woke me up at 7.30am when i already set my alarm at 7.50am-.-
told her i will wake up at 8 then i slept back . limit dier pekik satu rumah suroh bangun . saper tk terperanjat bilang aku ..

helped my mom to serve the food and stuff . and we had our breakfast . it feels like we're celebrating hari raya AIDILFITRI . tapi kn da lepas bodow ! HAHA !

aunties starts to come . mami family use all complete with make-up , high heels , contact lens etc . BUT mama family came wif HOME CLOTHES ! hahaha ! .. aper sajer je eh :D

buying school books wif dad is so frustrating . he's just acting like he noe's everything . dat's one thing . another thing is dat he bought a pair of UGLY SCHOOL SHOES . i cried there sia . ass . i'll promise i will use it till it's torn ...

k lah . toodles !

2009-11-25T20:48:00.000-08:00

yo yo !

kinda bored today . besok hari raya haji :D
random siul wirdy-.-
i drew the pic up there . the teddy bear sumpah cute giler ! cant sleep yesterday . boring . took pencil and start drawing . i didnt noe i draw dat ugly . sis was writing some stories bout her life . kinda interesting though:D
i think i'm in love wif the TEDDY BEAR and the drawing :D
my post are getting shorter everyday-.-

pls take me away from here :D

2009-11-25T04:01:00.000-08:00

hey !

went out wif nadirah . ingat nk gi town . limit gi bugis . walked around bugis street . then walked to penisula . nadirah was thinking whether to go work or not . she decided to work . gaji sake-.-
so went to potong pasir . she gave me snacks . then went back home . boring ehh ? HAHA !
tawu lah boring . dont really hv the mood to write anithing though .

I MISS YOU ! :DD

2009-11-23T23:56:00.000-08:00

hey hey !

do you know how painful ur hand will ache if u tie plaits for someone who has long hair ?
i cant believe i did it for sis . from 11pm to 1am++ . pain like hell . fingers was ache then my tights were hurt too . sakit you . hais . sis didnt take it out . her hair was annoying-.-
woke up at 7 th to mum knocking the door like doing construction work . slept back beh alarm lah pulak bunyi kul 8 . woke up pull my bro out of bed to the bathroom . watever .

i penat you . i rindu sama u :D

most are getting shorter and shorter :D

2009-11-23T04:21:00.000-08:00

hey !

had dance class today . was tiring . had to repeat the whole thing again and again and again thx to NUR KHAIRIYYAH BINTE KAMSANI . she forget so must repeat like shit .
penat u . i sebel sama u . haha 1 tk lah . main2 jer :D

2n1 had a very long conversation . at last everyone left the conver lor-.-
all talk shit . of course lor . kk lah . hv to go. boring nye post nie ??

he comin back ! :D

2009-11-22T03:38:00.001-08:00

kinda bored . like always . went around toa payoh central wif family . boring .
short post kk ? i got ntg to say . HAHA ! lame-.-

he's coming back tomorrow ! WOHOO ! but why th hell must he come back at 10.30PM ?? bodow ah cikgu nie -.-

2009-11-21T02:56:00.001-08:00

yo-yo !

just came back from somerset . mum need to check out some things . watever . went to carefour . dad bought for bro and sis headphones . dah beli 2 beli lah 3 sekalikn ?? but he didnt buy anithing for me . so yea . forget bout it . headed to tp interchange . a funny thing happened in th morning . shall tell u later . went to value dollar shop . suddenly , a guy came to me asking for donation . i said "nvm , nvm " . ran to mum . then wanna go out from that place , i asked mum , " mak , outside got ani guys asking for donation ?" . mum said no . so confident lah kluar . went to ntuc which is opposite . buy2 things . went out from 1st level . sekali the guys outside lah . mak kau . teros lari pegi toilet . masuk toilet , toilet bau taik . so kluar balik . went to mum directions , teh 2 guys went to me .

guy : hi
me : hi ?
*another guy came*
guy 2 : (forget wat she say-.-)
me : i got no money ah
guy : there;s ATM machine there .
me : seriously i got no money . sry eh..

run to mak . macam pahamm jer aku ader duit . aku tk keje lah bodow-.-
home sweet home . mum wanna buy me new phone . WOHOO !:D

2009-11-19T03:12:00.000-08:00

this video is taken at FTPSS . went there to take food . then nana pull me and we took a lot videos . but the videos are at nana's fone . so yea . the memory was so big . cant send to my fone . so cant show u all how we were behaving just now . i swear it's childish .

was alone this morning . music accompanied me while i do the hswrk . kinda frustrating though . when i got hm from ftpss , i feel weak . like duh ? it's raining . how can i resist not playing under the rain . haha :D

i just realise he's leaving for KL trip tomorrow . gonna miss him D:

2009-11-18T01:44:00.000-08:00

so had a boring day today . but yesterday was fun . when out wif nadirah . was walking around toa payoh central . gotta admit , pasar malam boring-.-

today ? was quite not a good day . kept on arguing wif sis due to some reasons . cousin came , nana. she need my help wif her fb ? aper sajer lah. kinda boring though .

friday he's gone . gonna miss him D:

2009-11-15T23:57:00.000-08:00

hmmm ... pissed off today . all thx to dad-.-

1) he nvr allow me go class bbq bcos there's no teacher ??
2) make me do the hswork . like i nvr do b4 likedat
3) watched 'the ashlee simpsons show' , dad say : " tengok citer miang2 lagi wirdy . kecik2 dah ader matae . lepas kau pun ikut " .

mcm mane tk geram aku tanye kau .

sis having prom today . cool ah eh . kecoh satu bilik . "adik nie okay tk ? nie plak ?" .
bising betol kakak aku nie . so yea . have fun while i rot at home for one freaking week . like squidward say : another day , another MISERY ..

i miss him so much . it just doesnt feel the same without him . talking to him wasnt enuf . i wanna be wif him now . sick of rules at home , sick of curfews , sick of everything at home ! i just wanna be wif him so dat i can tell him how much i miss him :'(

2009-11-15T01:37:00.000-08:00

well , not really in the mood to post anithing . i think my brain is gonna burst soon . it's like my brain in flooded but many things . need an upgrade for my brain !

woke up late today . due to yesterday couldnt sleep . sis's eye suddenly turn red . the whole left eyeball . seriously scary . it's like her eye drop off anitime . she say her vision was blur . this morning , woke up at like 10.40am ?? tk der lambat lagi agaknye . then saw my bro watching tv . maklum lah , mak pegi pasar , ader time nk curi2 tengok tv . he was watching ben 10 . aku pun join sekaki . watch till finish , that was like 10.55 . then bathed . heard my mum shouting outside . " BELUM BANGUN LAGI ! MELAMPAU !"

watever . eating breakfast , mum said : asl tk bangun kul 12 . penat kn keje larut malam . lain kali bangun pukul 3 sekali . me giving that watever face .

helped her wash the toilet . both toilets ! bersih sey ! mum puji . i think i can apply keje jadi cleaner :DD

suddenly had a headache . wasnt feeling myself . body feel hot but temperature wasnt high . got a msg from someone , makes my blood rise . called , argue skjap . blh kate kn argue ah-.-

like i said , wasnt in th mood to do anithing . scolded my bro for no reason . tk baek eh wirdy ? aku tawu-.-

2009-11-13T23:53:00.000-08:00

hey there peeps !

wanna noe something funny bout bro ?

me and mum was making 'roti john' for breakfast . so was cooking halfway . left 2 more bread not cooked yet . then i was facing the wok . then when i turn to cook the last 2 , it was gone . i didnt realise . i tot finish already . so i wash the plate . continue ah ..

mum : no more already ah ?
me : no lah . i nvr gv u wat
mum : alamak u dodol ah . i put oil already .
me : haha . too bad :P
(my bro walks in)
my bro : means i eat raw food lah .
(everyone looking at him )
me , mum and sis : HAHAHAHAHAHA !
me : so stupid . dun wan ask first :P
mum : give me that bread .

so bcos of my foolish bro , we were short of bread-.-

just finished putting song at rebecca's blog . seriously i missed her :D
we chat like we're very far from each other . actually we are . she's at jurong east lor . but still in singapore wat-.-

sis went to find prom dress . hais . gtg . mum bugging me to use the comp . ciaos ! :D

2009-11-13T04:16:00.000-08:00

can u see how much i love my name ?? haha !

well , was rotting at home together wif sis . before dat went to school . im in 3n3 ?? wtf ? wif sholihiin and RUSHDY ? wtf rite ? ass tul-.-

other malay friends in 3n2 but nurul in 4n1 alone D:

hais . ingat lamer nah . after confirming , went to mac to eat . i just noe got there's $2.50 meal ? haha ! yea so ate that . budget ah babe . mak baru start keje .. ouh yea ! mum finally got a job . that's good news but the thing is her work place is near my school ? cool kapa ?-.-

went home . saw ennis and sis in my hs . they wanted to use the comp . so yea . then my mom went home at 12 to hv her lunch . she had lunch at home ? budjet lah . aku dah blg kn ?? haha ! lame wirdy-.-

so all the way rot like shit . read eclipse , play wif paint , crayon and stuff . nie lah tanda2 tk der keje kat rumah. childish eh wirdy ? haha ! aper lagi kau nk tawu ?

AIN BLG AKU PLS PLS PLS ! AKU BEG KAU GILER BABI NIE ! PLS AIN ! AKU TK BLG ORANG LAH ! PLS AH AIN !

2009-11-12T01:37:00.000-08:00

having problems in blogger ! update soon kk peeps:D

2009-11-10T04:03:00.000-08:00

hey there peeps !

went out wif my SEXY BABE NADIRAH !
like shes the best sexy babe ever !
went swimming . drown all my sadness . sad to hear bout nadirah's problems . bohsia sundal-.-

thx nadirah for all the treat u did for me . well kinda pissed off wif someone . irrits sey !

khairi tried to make me smile thru chatting ? cool lah eh . so yea he did make me smile .
if someone would ask me what a beutiful life means. I would lean on your shoulder and hold you close to me, and answer..."Like this!!!".

ABC: ALWAYS BE CAREFUL,

DEF: DONT EVER FORGET (ME)

JKLM: JUST KEEP LOVING ME

NOPQRSTUVW: NO OTHER PERSON QUITE RIGHT SHALL TREAT U VERY WELL.

i'm not flirting okay ! dont gv any stupid comments when u read this !!

2009-11-09T03:21:00.000-08:00

hey there peeps ..

went for dance class just now at school . coolness ! at last i could dance again !
funny part was when we rot for an hour then we start dancing at 4 . Afi dance like micheal jackson . part of his moves plus micheal jacksons move . damn funny ! the instuctor also allow . she add in to our dance routine . then ms canada ask me to join malay dance cause i am a fast learner and quite flexible . *blur face*
like me ? dancing malay dance ? ergh ! can consider but i don think so its a gd idea-.-

short post today ? ntg to post onie .

2009-11-08T03:12:00.000-08:00

hey peeps !
long time nvr post huh ? terperanjat jap biler nmpk muke junita biler bukak blog :D
well , yesterday didnt attend religious class . went to watch my father play badminton . he had tournament at bedok stadium . so had to follow :S
was damn warm inside , the fan wasnt even switched on . mum , bro and me kept on complaining becoming a roasted chicken-.-
sat there for dunno how many hours . 3.30 till like 5~
dad loses(YES AH !)
went to meet sis at bedok interchange . walked around bedok central to look for his earpiece ? then went to hawker centre . didnt want to eat cause like we're not hungry ! then he scolded us . he say wat's the point of coming if u all dun wan eat . then we say we ate already just noe , u just go eat lah . then muker masam . drank milo blend . so nice ! :DD home . watched CAHAYA . so romantic sia saktria . ooollleeemmmaaakkk ! :DD

today . woke up at 7 thx to mom banging the door like wanna break it . thx mom-.-
had to follow her to jalan besar AGAIN to send my bro . hais . was early today . everywhere i go , there's a swimming complex beside . ooii ! mcm nk terjun je . kat jalan besar stadium to panas . mum was complaining again-.-
can u believe ? i came all the way to jalan besar to see my brother lying on the floor ??? wtf rite ??
ergh . rush to geylang market . my mother mati2 ingat my nenek dah kluar rumah . beh kelam kabut naik bus . reached there but nenek just reached the bustop ?? omgg ! looking for a place to sit was a disaster ! i was already dizzy due to the hot weather . then couldnt find place to sit . omg ! then finally had a place to sit . then mum bought me thosai :D
ate . waited for grandparents . came . buy . eat . went walking looking at clothes(mcm paham je nk beli-.-)
headed to market. that was like at 1 pm ? LOL ! go market at 1pm in the afternoon ? HAHA :D
ya . then home sweet home . still feel abit dizzy-.-

i miss you so much ! it's been a long time i nvr meet you . i just wish i could go out and be wif you rite now . i think all my sadness at hm would vanish just like dat . missing you:'(

2009-11-05T23:15:00.000-08:00

hey ! see that gurl up there^^
dat's JUNITA ! im so touched when i read her blog . i miss ya too ! miss msging u all day . calling you ! HAHA ! talking bout dat mangkuk :D
nvr had a pic of together so gotta steal of her photo from her blog :DDD
srry huh ..

yea . great . was supposed to go bishan park wif nadirah . yea thx to mom yesterday for having seriously unreasonable behavior ! :s

im so sryy dear . i dont hv the money to buy a thing . i did miss you but it's just dat i just cant be wif u :'( i luv you !

2009-11-05T00:36:00.000-08:00

well, happie bday to teyy . sis's bestfriend .

i always hated the part when sis and me wanna go out but she can i and i cant . ijiot !
yea at least she hv a reason . i dont . i'm still rotting at hm like always . everyday , the same thing happen . eat , hs work , scolding , computer , tv , sleep . and BATHE ! BORING TO TH KEDENGAK peh !

well , bro nagging at me . wan use the comp . so bored ! ass .

currently chatting wif junita . missed her so much ! yea .

just hope i could go out tomorrow wif nadirah . miss the fresh air outside :D

2009-11-03T22:59:00.000-08:00

i am seriously bored rite now . i just wish i could get out of this hs and hv some fun outside .. khairiyyah left for hong kong today . nobody tell me that my classmates were sending them . like so bad !

mom sick . kakak went to ofs . ian schooling . me ? stuck at this house doing ntg ! boring giler lah sey ! wanna go bishan park wif nadirah .

computer also got ntg . lazy to sleep . wanna go out wif who ? sis going graff later . confirm reach hm at 7 . bro will be sleeping at his bed . walao eh ! I HATE HOLIDAYS ! i'm like jailed at home-.-

read my diary this morning . wow ! a lot of incidents happen this whole year yea . :S
sec 2 life just end .

2009-11-03T00:38:00.000-08:00

hey ...

today's th 2nd day of holiday and i looked like i'm a DEAD DUCK here-.-
BORING !
1.) No pp8 in fone
2.) Grounded

nasib la nasib . aper nk buat ..

i'm like rotting at home ! walk in here and there . can become zombie sia ! miss bishan park . miss nadirah , MISS KHAIRIYYAH ! she's leaving me tomorrowD: bring me goodies yea ! patrick leh ? HAHA !

kk , nxt time jangan tlg org kat umah . aku buat salah , aku tk buat salah . aku tlg , kate tk tlg . lepas tu yg kene marah aku . kau kat umah buat aper ? baik kau kejekn ? aku confirm buat kan sial ! marah je lah . salah tawu tolak kat aku . sial !

2009-11-01T01:29:00.000-07:00

Nurul ; Khairiyyah ; Ain ; Wirdy :DDD

NurulHuda bte Hashim :D

Siti Nadirah Binte Hashim :D

Nur Khairiyyah binte Kamsani :D

Nur'Ain binte Naim :D

believe when i say " i miss the old days " ?

well i really do ..
u just cant leave all ur happiness wif ur frens just lying around . u gotta remember it , laugh bout it and cry bout it . cos that's th happiness that u're nvr get again . cherish ur friends . as if they're the only person left in th world . luv u guyz !

Nurulhuda :

Even though we arent as close as last time , those days we had will nvr be erased in my memory . the laughter , the tears , the fights we went through were the happiness we had . i miss you !

Nadirah :

SEXY BABE ! you'll the only person i nvr fight wif nor angry wif . you were always there for me when i needed u . you're just a PERFECT FRIEND for me :D

Khairiyyah :

th most delicious chicken i had was YOU ! you're the chicken who followed me at the back in silence . remeber the times when we ran away from someone like FBI ? haha ! you're always ready to be my side . you're the best chicken ever :D

Ain :

the best friend of all is you . You make jokes which we very funny and will confirm make us laugh . i always hated when i see ur tears . the sound of you laughter were always heard in my mind . even that , you were there to comfort to listen to our probs . im so glad to hv a fren like you !

I LUV YOU ALL !

2009-10-29T23:12:00.000-07:00

yea great . last day of school and it sux !
1.) girls stuff
2.) baik ah ! u noe rite nadirah ??
3

cant write long2 . swear having trouble typing . talk bout yesterday k .

had dragonboating . stupid boat make me cry . seriously i was scared . marcus lin and gader was damn noisy . kept on scolding them . then we must put our legs outside the boat . the trainer rock2 the boat . was scared . then must sit at the tip of the boat . swear was scared . that part i cried . i swear i broke down jap . was damn scared . reno : "wirdy , wirdy , relax relax !" . i was like "a okok " lol !

HAIS .ntg special lor . bluek !

2009-10-28T05:54:00.000-07:00

hey there !

did i tell you i got chosen to take 'O'-level maths and A maths . so ya ! SO HAPPY:DDD
hais . watever ! now what ?

ya . u noe there's this workshop bout i dunno wat is like for us to bond together as SEC 2s . then at last, it turns out to be like NA students hates the EXPRESS students . then the EXPRESS students hates the NA students . cool huh ?
due to some stupid was to get th monk and the carnivore to the opp sides . boring . stupid sia ! ASS D:
ain got allergic to nerds ! LOL XD

need to go to comp lab 2 to do the subject combination thingy . then the front door put comp lab 1 , the back door put comp lab 2 at the same room . cool huh ? no it isnt ! lame shit:S
recess blah blah ..

then got another wrkshop . anger management . yea . lay down at khairiyyah . ahha . kk lame . lazy write anithing . i onie remember the lolipop and sweets given:D

went to replace my ezlink card at hougang . then waiting for the bus to IMH . it took 25mins to arrive . then visit my nyayi . she remebered me ! WOHOO ! ya . she dance u noe just nw . but on the chair ah . then she also sing abit . LOL ! cool huh ? YEA ! luv her :D

then took 88 bus hm . i swear it was a long ride hm . when we get down , mum was complaining ans blaming me bcos i ask her to take 88 . great huh ? yea ! too GREAT !

2009-10-26T05:13:00.000-07:00

heyhey !

so sorry bout the other post . i'm was damn angry . HAHA !

funny story was this :

me was randomly looking outside the window . i cn like see the whole staircase opp my blk from story 1 to 10 . then suddenly i saw this girl taking off her shirt . then i like blur lor .
me : kak , come here kak .
sis : wat ? wat u wan ?
me : just come here lah !
sis : wat ??(at the window)
sis : (shocked face) adik off the light !
me : for wat ? they cannot see us lah . they excited already
sis : just off lah . later if they see us they will be embarrassed then they will stop .
me : wth kakak ? free show ka pa ?
sis : abeh ? once in a life time babe .
me : okay ... (off the lights)

so me and sis watched the couple . but obviously tk nampak dorang punye toot !
but for awhile onie lor .

thursday got PSL trainng . quite boring lah . play game onli . had assembly on farewell party for MR BOO . so sad he leaving . ain cried bcos the song was sad . lol . had performance on deeparaya . paling kelakar biler part faizal nye samping terbuka biler dier tengah joget best2 . HAHA !sumpah kekek:D
khairiyyah and me cannot stop laughingXD

friday got omnimax theater thingy . watched and had a lecture bout bears . so sad ! dun wan bears to extinct ! kk . during the lecture , suddenly got hit by xinyi's elbow . sumpah pain . she was fighting wif thenesh . making a big fuss-.-

saturday ? bor spoilt my plan . ya watver . scolding2 .

sunday : bought my MP4 ! wohoo ! there dat one up there^^
cool eh ? bought at sim lim for $179 . expensive huh ? yea !

monday : had some stupid public speaking course . seriously DAMN BORING ! just talked to rebecca the whole day . the school finish early at1 . then serene , clara , yvette , kelly , pei nee and me changed then went to canteen . the reno wan go bubble tea shop so went there . large group sia ! serene , clara , yvette , kelly , pei nee , me , reno , jay , jie en and ivan . so yea . how many is dat ? 1, 2, 3.. 10 people leh ! ahha ! not really dat big group lor . they bought bubble tea , me and clara bought mashed potato . then we late already . but we still walk slow2 . then when we reached band room . start time drag till 2 . so starts at like 2.15 . so ya everything drag . while waiting we played , heart attack , concentration . wah damn fun i tell you !
so dat's it for today . lazy type any longer bye:P

bluek ! father just read the post on monday ! shoot ! i say i talking to my self ! HAHAH ! sick !

2009-10-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

I'M SERIOUSLY SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT ! YOU SPOILT MY MOOD ! I GOT A VERY FUNNY THING TO POST ABOUT BUT WTF ?! YOU SPOILT EVERYTHING ! WHY CANT U JUST TRUST ME ? APPRIECIATE ME ? WHY MUST U ALWAYS MISUNDERSTAND ME ? THEN WHEN U GET HOT , U TEND TO BLAME IT AT ME ? ALWAYS ME ! WHY CANT U JUST BE IN MY SHOES SO U CAN FEEL HOW I FEEL RITE NOW ! YOU SPOILT EVERYTHING !!!

2009-10-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

hey hey..

not feeling myself today . dis morning when i wake up , my stomach was criously painful . then went to SHIT ! nyahaha(:
then went to school . then suddenly , my stomach hurts alot ! it feels like somebody is pulling my stomach out of my body ! it hurts alot !!!!

had a lot of free period today . then cant eat properly during recess . ate nasi lemak half-way but the pain came again . so cant eat . passed the food to nurul . then sat wif rebecca in class . then we got alot of things to say . SUPER ALOT OF THINGS ! it's like we nvr meet for a long time ! long lost friend:DD

but then i felt so hot as in weak not dat "hot" . but actually i am lor ! HAHAHAHA ! jkjk . walao eh !
i was like going to faint . stomach hurts abit . then wth ?! go hm at 2.30 ? wtf rite ? damn boring . then cikgu like let us watch Gerimis Di Hati jek . BORING ! dah tawu ending tk payah tengok lagi:DDD

kk . seriously , my stomach hurts again . gotta rest . dun wanna be sick !

2009-10-20T00:09:00.000-07:00

yo-yo !

so didnt post yesterday due to a whole day out . the whole morning was looking for my ez-link card . but duh , it wasnt there .
went to IMH to visit my nyayi . then headed to habourfront . sis got an interview there at starbucks coffee . while waiting , went to see ferrys to batam . when am i going overseas again ?? went around the centre . again was looking at mp3s and headphones . saw the new PSP . dream on to buy wirdy):
then headed to mustaffa centre . my bro need badminton shoes . mcm paham jer blh main:S best thing , he's using my SNOMAN MONEY ! kedekut nye bakhil:S
saw mp3 and headphones . seriouslu cheap ! wanted to buy BUT my stomach was growling need food . almost teared when father said that we're going hm to eat at hm . but he eventually went to komalas . and using MY MONEY TO PAY-.- .
yea great:s

moving on to today

had school today . reading period was the best part of the day . that was when luqman 2t1 did something stupid . he was like standing2 , posing like sir stamford raffles . then acting like small kid 'bang here bang there' . sumpah he's like A.S . rushdy was like laughing so loud till khairiyyah had to say " relak ah ketawe" . 2t1 fellas in front was quite embarrassed . some also laughing like nora . budak 3T2 also laughing like hell . tk leh angkat siak ! kelakar giler punye . hais . kekek:D
had streaming briefing today . was seriously scared . really scared about my results . then home sweet home .

once again , we're friends again . but pls remember my words . dont expect me to trust u 100% like last time . dun wanna be hurt again

2009-10-17T23:37:00.000-07:00

hey hey !

woke up at 8 and end up having shoulder ache . it was damn pain . i think salah bantal ah-.-
was damn painful i swear . then bathed and went to stadium to meet mum . after dat , went to fork and spoon to have our breakfast . we then headed to Value Dollar shop to get ian's wires but it was no whr to be found . then went to ntuc to get some vegetables for abah . duh ! he's imcomplete without vegetables-.-
then went to popular . went to look at the headphone section . wanna buy the onto headphone . but didnt . was just looking around . then i told my mum this : " wat's the use of buying a headphone when there's no mp3 ?" .
then she went laughing . wth rite ?-.-
went to look for my bro's wires . still no whr . headed to courts . went to look at mp3s . again didnt buy . everywhr i go i see yaasin ? tk der org lain ke pe ?-.-

kk . gtg . my shoulder really pain . wat mp3 to buy ah ??

2009-10-17T05:12:00.000-07:00

hate this day today . 17 october 2009

first : mum didnt wash my jeans . she said i must wash myself:S

second : cant find my ez-link card . it's officially LOST .

third : had to use baju kurong to class , wore it then dian and liyana didnt use . it's like onie me and nadirah use . i was like "CHIMENY CHIM CHIM !" damn angry lor . both didnt use when they actually promised:S

forth: some auntie said dat she confronted me which SHE DIDNT ! making lies ? LAME SHIT ! just confront me ah ? if i really did somthing bad to u then come lah ! but if didnt dont ever try to make a stupid story and use my name in it !

ERGH ! super angry rite nw ! go die lah ! waiting for u to come to me . not my hs:S

new name : farah shakila FARAH POWER !:D

2009-10-16T20:03:00.000-07:00

Currently , i'm very stress rite nw . wtf ? study like shit and get stupid results ? WTF ! GO DIE LAH ! i so damn angry lor . next time dont study better:s

so sad nyayi need to transfer back to IMH . pity her so much . her hair got cut bcos she kept on pulling her hair . she have to use pampers and more stuff . i so sad . i cant bear to look at her in dat condition . i bet she dont remember me:'(

shall thank rebecca for tieing my heir . it's nice ! need to tie ur hair , go ask rebecca huh ! timothy!;)

i told u everything wat i hv to say . why dont u try to go back and think properly . let me tell you dat i was holding my temper when i was talking to u so it look like i didnt mean it . i'm actually kinda protecting you from the 2 boys who really want to attack u just now . its a good thing i pulled them . if i was cruel , i would just let them do watever they want to you . so i just wanna say this , i miss you and love you despite all things u did

2009-10-15T01:54:00.000-07:00

Yo-yo !

did something stupid wif sis just nw(:
yesterday also . went tieing our nose ? DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU ALL ! we look like one idiot wif a small ball on our nose . i swear it was damn funny . why dont you folks try at home . go and tie ur noses and see for urself hw u look like kk(:

so was damn bored today . woke up late . mum was already cooking th morning . got bullied by 2 small kids when i fetch my bro hm . cn u believe , they kept on stepping my slipper . at 1st , it broke . then fix it back . they continued again then they took my slipper and threw it in the bushes . i was damn mad ! i was like shouting at them, forcing them to take my slipper back . was perspiring like hell ! then kecoh beli kn kakak air . masuk kluar masuk kluar:s

nw hm . biler abah ader kat umah , crite kat beluboh . biler abah keje , crite sumer boring giler maut ! :s bro had a baluku at his forehead . now frying:S

hais . agaknye aku terlalu percaye kat kau ah eh ?
"hoPe to meEt ppL whO APPREciate othErs.. heHe. " gi mampus ah kau ! kau nk org apprieciate kau kalau kau sendiri tk tawu aper erti nye 'apprieciate' . jadi kau jgn nk step maner nye nk org appriciate kau eh ? sial nye pompan:P

2009-10-14T01:46:00.000-07:00

Hey ! so some incidents happened . computer was banged . everyone in the hs was having a big temper . the computer actually terbalik and the wires was like all pulled out due to some reasons . thx to sis for fixing it back . cant stand at hm doing ntg :S

hais . well , had 3 days no-school . like usual , bored and bored . sis and mum fighting so like both we'll keep on asking "wat she say , wat she say"
got fed-up ! :S

was so stupid yesterday . cant tink properly . was out of my mind . nobody was there . i was making everyone wonder wat i was doing . IM SO STUPID !

k saw her like 2 times in one day ? WALAO ! smack her cn ? mentang2 ader duit sikit jer nk belanje sumer org . mkn lah kau ! kalau kau tawu apprieciate org , kau tawu nk belanja saper kk ? duit kau habis pon cool ! tengok ah next year kau mkn aper . aku tk heran ah kau nk sakit ke kau nk pengsan ke MATI ke AKU TK HERAN TEROS K !KALAU KAU RASER KAU TU MANER NYE BESAR , TOO BAD CAUSE U ARE DAMN WRONG ! LOOK URSELF IN TH MIRROR FIRST K BITCH ?:D

btw , shall thnk 'abg' , even though u're nt my abg . but thx . really apprieciate it alot . i promise to take care of ur bro :D

2009-10-10T01:32:00.000-07:00

hey ! so these are the photos taken . cn say there's more but lazy to upload . go and and view my facebook kk :D

hais . woke up at 9 today thx to sis's alarm . thx kak :S
then headed to th market . was raining . b4 dat headed to prata shop for breakfast . then went to ... ermmmm . ouh ya hm . then nenek reach already . nenek ask me accompany her to red man to buy pineapple paste . so went there . nenek havent had her breakfast . so we went to fork and spoon . she ask me to eat again ? walao ! then i just buy mushroom soup . haha:P my food digest fast u noe ! that's is why everytime i eat must go toilet:D HAHA !
i was already shivering there . then went to ntuc . MORE AIRCON ! shit! bulu roma sumer ternaik !
bought things at ntuc . then went to red man . bought things . thought of taking the bus hm but there were too many things ! so terpakse naik taxi . nenek ask me go take trolley . then when i push , the trolley kept on going to down . i need to like push it up . so damn heavy . i'm already like 1 stick and the trolley want to fall :S
saw yaasin and his frens one row . dah malu sey !

hais . reached hm . went back to central . sis was performing at the HDB hub . ya blh tahan terok ah . i think sis will be uploading the vid . so go her blog to watch kk . mazlan dance nice :D

i love nadirah !

2009-10-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

heyhey !

had a blast today yea:D
at last i get to smell the fresh air ! went out wif nadirah . nadirah look so decent:D
went to eat pizzahut . share money and buy . nadirah had staff discount . so yea ! syoik . then headed to take my bro . then waited there for 30mins . he's not there . wtf rite ?
then walk hm , nadirah want to take her sister . then waited for her then , played wif nana . was being childish ! so damn fun ! i was like catching her . swing her here and there :D
like i said , i was being childish for that moment . i even went to the swing wif her . HAHAHA!

nadirah editing pictures . will upload it soon !

i love keropok driving ! ...... hp confiscated :s

there goes ur heroin huh ? and btw , ur eyeliner berteraboh . tk malu amik org punye :P

2009-10-07T23:42:00.001-07:00

hey !
second post the day . damn dunno how to describe my feelings nw . sad ? angry ? frustrated ?dunno lah !

i've been so sad ans stressed nowdays . kk . not elaborating !

k was watching Cahaya . do you noe dat dude harlino is so cute ?! hehe(:
like i said , i very crazy and random . but junita is much more random than me :P

Jujur, aku tak kuasa, Saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu

2009-10-07T22:59:00.000-07:00

yo yo ! cute rite^ ?
too bad ! HE'S MINE !(evil laugh)
kk jk . i mean the evil laugh is a joke but he's still mine okay ?? bluek :P

so had science paper today . okok lah . cn do . mcq was okay . section B also . section C ? blh tahan terok ah ! still do . boring boring boring . cn say today was fun ! ader lah sebab2 tertentu .

k bored nw . balik je abah bising . mintak nk kene stapler jer mulut :S
tomorrow having literature paper . dunno wat to study so not studying today . taking my bro later . k BORING !

i luv you ! and only u ! even though my words were harsh the previous post , but no matter wat . I STILL LUV YOU ! save it in ur memory stick in ur brain:D k last one

2009-10-06T22:33:00.000-07:00

Well firstly , happie delated bday my dear cousin . i'm so sry cause i totally forget bout your bday . was concentrating on my studies that i forget bout u ! sry ye ? haha !

hey ! so had history paper today . last minute study map work:S overall was okay . accept for section B . i cn conclude that I HATE HISTORY :D hehe(:
so was seriously struggling doing my history paper . harap2 wirdy pass lah kn ? hais . yesterday sumpah tired .

went back hm . used the computer till 4 . the vacumm the hs . then mum asked me to follow her to ntuc . then followed her . then went back hm . nenek say short of one packet of chicken . so terpakse patah balik central . dis time alone . hais . walk there . then reach the library , there's a large group of nyonyas and org2 tue exercising ? HAHA ! sumpah cute :D
then head to ntuc . ayam dah habis . had to go ntuc at the courts there . hais:s
called amin . tk der keje . kacau dier ! HAHA ! tk lah . ader lah hal yg kiter bobal . nk tawu ? tanye aku sendiri ya ?:P

so that's yesterday . having science paper tomorrow . had to revise cause my science just suck ! bye peeps(:

you expect me to forgive you when u look like u didnt mean it ? i was going to forgive you , actually i already forgive u a long time ago . well , it's just the way i react to you is different . you want me to forgive u but u reacted like it was sincere . how am i supposed to believe u this time ? you have friends , but do they trust you ? you once betrayed me . BUT i still trust you . even u though u lied to me , i still love you and trusted u 100% . And i get this ? yea , in case you thought that the previous post was just a lie well you're wrong ! you go call ur 'brother' and ask him wat happen k ? to make ur self satisfied . i had enough !

2009-10-05T23:01:00.000-07:00

Hey hey !

sry for not updating my blog . been out and busy :D

concentrating on my exams . really hope i could pass(: STREAMING YEAR MAN ! haha.
so geography paper was yesterday , was struggling . scared not enough time but guess wat ? i till got 10mins:S
then ain kenek hantar paper dier kat cikgu suhaila . beh limit2 bawak salah paper-.-

dah maths paper today . some qs buat sembarang . but overall cn do lor . finshed the paper 1hr . then check check check . that took like 20mins ? then slept for 10mins . sumpah cold this morning . hm nw . trying to study history cause i suck at it and tomorrow's the exam . gtg ! bye !

dah lah eh . buat lah aper2 kau nk ? aku dah bisaser ah kene mcm gini . sumer org tinggalkn aku . tawu ckp sembarang psl aku sembelum pikir . ah yelah . aku dah give up ngan kau . kalau dah bace blog aku pon SO WAT ?! aku tk takut ngan kau ah lah eh !

2009-10-02T20:31:00.000-07:00

To my Dearest NURULHUDA BTE HASHIM :

The good times and hard times i had wif you wont be erased in my memory . you once told me : "You'll cry because time is passing too fast & you'll evntually lose someone you love" . I actually lost you ! without you , my collection of friends is IMCOMPLETE ! but i cant force you to be mine . I just gotta play the game you are playing now . I just hope you would read this . So u would noe how i missed you so much ! people asked me whether to accept u back . But i'm just scared if you would misunderstand me or even backstab me . i cant make a decision . it depends on you now . Do want to be wif me again ?

2009-10-01T06:53:00.000-07:00

hey poeple! it's been a long i didnt update my blog . well , as per normal . problem problems problems . SICK OF IT ! i dont even care anymore . right junita ? haha !

so today , my first exam . English paper . well , was okayokay . got tips from amin . suddenly during the exam , i cant see properly . then my vein was like pulling my eye out ! so pain lor . then my stomach grumbling . hais .

had break . amin gave me tips again cos i was like not confident:S
kalau nk tawu aper kiter ckp , dudok je kat sebalah aku . ader kerusi untuk duduk . tak ya bawak2 org setakat nk dgr aper aku ckp .

then sadly , i was very dizzy . didnt noe wat i was writng for summary . just hope i will pass . my head was really spinning . " you spin my head right round right round !" HAHA ! then felt like vomiting but didnt .

at bout 4 . went to roundbox wif nadirah to study . she taught me geography . hais ! there's so much thing dat i dont noe . need to study ! exchanged materials wif nadirah for revision . so ya ! gtg nw ! quite tired . just finished learning peribahasa:s

if you dont care , you wouldnt want to noe wat i talked about . why must u bring everyone to see me ? am i dat sparkling dat u hv to see me ? i dont even care wat's gonna happen next . i dont mind being alone again . it's just like a routine to me .if you think dat's the best way then have it ur way . i nvr block or stop ur journey . even though i'm angry/not happy wif you , im still thinking bout you . enjoy ur life w/o me . i dont really care animore

luv you guyz(:

2009-09-29T03:51:00.000-07:00

just do watever u both want to do . if u think dats the best solution , then okay lah . if you all think dat you all are doing the wrong thing , den stop watever you all are doing . i'm sick of thinking of this ! i dont send guys hm , i dont touch guys . even if i touch , its like punching or fighting . so i trust you so much and now the trust is gone . so try to find it and fix it back ! kay ? happi ?! sentuh jer lah eh ! who do u think i am ? a stupid doll to play wif ! NO OKAY ?!

2009-09-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

Hey !
in th morning , rushdy made me gossip bout this guy who has ***** . HAHAHA ! U noe , i noe . u dunno , u shut up ! HAHA ! no lah ! jkjk onie . well , so was laughing2 . hmm ..

then ermm . had literature . asl blh buat . beh recess . had to buy for solihin drink . then cant eat properly:s

then english . ermm . got 8/20 for vocab test ? walao ! hate english ! :S
science ? rebecca just went mad ! she was totally mad ! made the 2 of us laugh and laugh ! haha ! it's kinda lame though:P

maths ? was hving stomach cramps . cant take it . then went extra lessons waf ms joe for history ! GOTTA PASS HISTORY ! so ms joe was like guiding us . got hw from her as revision . so far i find her good u noe(: okay boring boring boring . was having stomach cramps since just nw . well , i better rest b4 anything happens(:

2009-09-25T03:28:00.000-07:00

Hey sexy people ! first thing first ...

happie bday to my dearest rasyidi . hope you will pass ur n-levels and smile always . dont be angry cos u'll look more old . hehe ! but seriously ! enjoy ur day . hope u like the gift(:

kk . currently , ezra helping me in geography . like i said , HE ROCKS !

i told watever i hv to say to u . i hope u really think bout it properly .

enough being emo . kk . thx rushdy and junita for accompanying me to central . and especially junita ! i apprieciate it alot ! i'm sry to make u suffer . k gurl . but u'll always be in my heart (:

2009-09-24T03:17:00.000-07:00

this pic was like last year b4 my sis went to india

hey ! so today was another toot ! hais . she started wif all her nonsense and acting weird at me . i swear ain and i really wanna kill her . but duh ! we're good gurls . not a bad one:D

so lessons were normal . then ermm . assembly was sumpah boring ! long long talk from like mr boo , mr eng , ms fauziah .... OMG ! then it ended bout like 2 ? then ms caneda wan us to do survey and stuff :s that was like till 2.30 ? wlao eh ! damn tired lor ! tired of being in the same situation everyday .

jgn nk asl blh tudoh kk ? tengok diri kat cermin dulu . kalau kau tawu ckp psl org lain , org lain pon tawu ckp psl kau . jadi jager lah diri kau baek2 . sedar diri kau tu sape (:

2009-09-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

Hey ! so a bit moody in school today . pagi2 cari psl wif gader . then teros moody . didnt noe why i cried over a small thing yesterday:S

hais . cant attempt any worksheet mrs ang gave . hais ! dunno why . suddenly i cannot tink . sci was ok ok lah . didnt laugh like always . abit2 onie . then recess ? waited for a stupid queue . so damn slow . then i was actually hungry but i gave it to nurul . i think i really sort today:S

hais . it was history after dat . wah ! teacher talk crap . wasnt listening to anithing . cant even understand wat she was saying . geog ? payed attention ! for the sake of passing . then i re-write my essay . KBT said dat i'm hardworking today . then i say : today only . haha ! lame wirdy !-.-

home econ did mooncakes . ooo ! it's nice ! then had malay . was talking bout palas shoe's ?

hais . boring lah ! didnt noe why i was dizzy in school . went hm . did only 2 qs and i'm like blank . so slept for and hour ? haiyaya !!!

i didnt noe why u must always misunderstand me without investigating first

2009-09-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

So these are the photos taken by auntie nie's camera .

today was ok ok . IM NOT SUTUN OR TUN TUN OR WATEVER YOU ALL THINKING NOW . hais ... ya watever . people call me tun for my new hairstyle:S

had art today . test i tink . had to draw a pokka bottle . so just draw lah . then teacher passed a paper asking us to write our names if we are interested in art . then i didn't write lah cos like I HATE ART !

ms mala : you nvr take art ?
me : no
ms mala : why ?
me : bcos i dont like art
ms mala : oh dat's a lie !

aiyo ! seriously i hate art . khairiyyah said bcos my drawing is nice that's why ms mala ask me to join art . i'm like NO WAY MAN ! haha(:

orang kat sekitar aku sumer tk blh paham prasaan yg ada di hatiku ini . ia seperti kata asing yg tk terpaham

Selamat Hari Raya !

2009-09-21T03:23:00.000-07:00

Hey ! so yesterday was the 1st day of rayer . Everyone wants to look good including me ! woke up at bout 9 ? helped mum to touch up the house ? then about 10.30 bathed . hais . people satrt coming at 12.45?? yea ! first it was mama's family . didnt get to take alot of pics cos like they hv to rush somewhre . then mami and busu's family came . so yea ! pics and pics . mintak maaf . cried . standard ! had great fun yesterday . more pictures actually . it's at auntie nie's camera . will upload A.S.A.P .

so first hs was nyayi's hs . so sad dat she couldnt remember me): but it's okay . it was quite packed there so we moved on to the another hs at senkang . ooo . got this toddler name ian i think . swear he was active . he scratched shasha(my cousin) dat she cried . then ermmm , i gave him food dat made him settle down . ahah !

then we went to tampinese swear my feet's going to break soon ! was using high-heels . it's like i
m tip-toeing . swear it's painful and tiring . then we headed hm i tink . cant remember already . took 59 hm . mami besar family came . so yea . packed till 11+ . yea !

hais ...

i still want DENGDENG !

2009-09-16T05:10:00.000-07:00

yes i still want DENGDENG !

it's like the onie thing dat can make me happie rite now ! D:

hais .
first period was maths . did the stem and leaf thingy :S
science was next , didnt noe wat i was writing . completely dont understand a thing ! next friday test:S

recess ? taught junita maths . i hope it's correct dear ! cos nie kes asl boleh hembos !:D

history was next . sumpah boring ! having heeadache . was very weak just now . like going to sick like dat:S
thx to geography lesson , i'm quite alive . wasnt weak anymore . need to pass geography !
home econ next ! made apple crumble ! super duper nice(tried it during break fat) hooo ! ate it alone . HAHA ! took video of gader . was damn funny ! going to upload it .

mother tongue ? i swear it's boring ! rushdy so bad make him talk till 2.45 ? wlao ! he damn talk crap lah . from malay teacher to ustaz ! :S geram aku taw

went home . was damn sleepy . slept at 5.30 . when i woke up , i realise it was 6.50 ? walao ! damn shocking ! i must be very tired . and want DENGDENG !

k lah . should i cut my hair ???
haha ! happie watching ! he will be mad if he saw this:D

2009-09-15T03:14:00.000-07:00

let me tell you wat i'm craving for these things :
1) DENGDENG !
2) ice-cream
3) STARBUCKS !
4)vitagen ? (it's been along time i never drink it)
5)BURGER RAMLI !

woolemak ! very hungry . really want the things up there^

:( I WANT DENGDENG !

haha(:

well today is DAMN FUNNY !

bout this cute innocent little guy name KENNETH KWEK !

it was mother period . everyone was like slacking around . then wen lao shi went in . kenneth said in chinese: cher ! now not your period ! now is english . then wen lao shi blur liao . he wanted to go out . no ! actually , he really did went out ! rushdy called him back bcos kenneth kwek saw ms tan outside class and watching the whole incident . so kenneth asked the teacher to come in back . so basically , kenneth is damn paisey !

lesson went on like usual . malay was damn BORING !
recess was okay2 ah . wat i do ah ? ouh ya ! went to sit in front of the malay book shelf and was looking for interesting malay books but unfortunately it all SUCK ! -.-

art was okay2 . colour2 . boring .
sci was abit hyper . rebecca pulled sarasvathy chair . she ALMOST fell down . haha(: talk bout chair . yesterday , i drop off the chair again by RAJA RUSHDY RAIHAN BIN RAJA AR . he pulled me off the chair . so the summary is simple . i fell off the chair again-.-

english ? everyone was hyper ! teacher played charade . we all asl boleh hembos jer kiter sumer(:
LV was damn fun ! everyone laughed about kenneth's kwek incident ! stupid sey he . hais .. k lah .

ouh ya ! did i tell you dat this morning got maths test . ape lagi ? asl boleh jer ah ! but i did manage to attempt it. wasnt dat hard . was average to me . hope i nvr fail .

that's all folks !

i still want DENGDENG !!!!!

how should i feel ?

2009-09-12T06:05:00.000-07:00

hais . so current mood : no idea !

was very sleepy last nite . it's like i just slept for a while . sampai msg pun tk tereply :s

pagi2 dah stress . ader lah sebab2 tertentu . hais .

k lah . short post

just finished washing large amount of dishes . u dont noe hw troublesome it was :s

hais . k lah . lazy rite animore:S

2009-09-10T01:52:00.000-07:00

If a guy calls u CUTE, He's lookin ur Face
If a guy calls u HOT, He's lookin ur Body
But if a guy calls u BEAUTIFUL, Then He's lookin ur Heart

whenever you miss me don't look for me in ur dreams ! don't try to hear my voice in your mobile . just place u r hand on your heart and u will feel i am always there with u

How long will you be special to me?

As long as the stars twinkle in the sky,
As long as angels are there up high,
Till the ocean run dry and till the day i die..

The cutest prOpOsal:

A 4yr bOy prOpOsing a 4 yr girl:
"Excuse me,dO yu hav a JOhnsOn band-aid bcOz i scrapd my knee wen i fell in lOve wid yu ...

You Are The First Thing I Think About
When I Wake Up

Just Thinking Of You Put The
Biggest Smiles On My Face

Every Love Song I Listen To
I Think Of You

I Will Do Anything In This World For You
Coz You Are My World N Everything,
sweet rite ? thx khairi !

hais . current mood : frustrated !

helped mum to iron the clothes . then went ahead to study science . its been a while i nvr study anithing . well , no in the mood to write anithing .

update on my hand . 2 days ago , a bubble grow . it was a small one . the next tit spread so it becomes a rectangular bubble , hurts lah . tfound our yesterday my other hand also grow another bubble . today ,burst the bubble . so it's flat now . bursting the another bubble soon . k lah gtg! adios !

burnt finger

2009-09-07T23:25:00.000-07:00

well , basically , my finger hit the hot oil . so it hurts to the max ! still red . just now was damn pain ! haiyo . but now ok ok lor . like nahum said it's swollen:S
had a very hard time msging and typing . using my ring finger to press the buttons . haiyo ! hais..

at last i'm chatting wif my genius fren EZRA !

ader matae aku kn , ader exam datang lambat ? haila !

my genius fren ezra got all A ?! GOOD RITE HE ! walao !

k boring like always..
promised mom to study but untill nw didnt study a thing . so better study now . a promise is a promise rite ?? yea !
buke-ing luar later(:

i miss him

2009-09-07T00:41:00.000-07:00

TIRED ! just finished standing for 3 and 1/2 in front of the fire . helped my mom goreng rempeyek . so now relaxing . hais . played stupid games again . . how i hate holidays !

orang baru pakai je nk ketok mcm nk robohkn pintu ! sumer org nk marah aku ! MARAH JE LAH KAU !!!!!

cold feet

2009-09-05T23:53:00.000-07:00

k i miss her so much !

hey ! sunday today .
helped mum to do fry her rempeyek . so stand for 2 hours . then ermm . rest till now ? ahah ! kk . ermm . quite boring ah now . hais . playing all sorts of nonsense games in facebook . hailah ! why must there be holidays . omg! so bored .

frustrated yet smiling

2009-09-04T02:13:00.001-07:00

hey...

no mood to do anithing . kept on thinking bout something . it really bothers my mind . hais . stress ! so mood for today : MOODY !

hungry ah ! bluek ! cannot say like dat .

morning got report slip . alhamdullilah i passed every subject .
eng : 62 - b4
malay : 62 - b4
math : 94 - a1
sci : 67 - b3
geog : 76 - a1
hist : 65 - b3
lit : 60 - b4
art : 65 - b3
h.e : 70 - a2

yea so dat's all my marks up there . holidays coming another 2 more days . gotta study for exams . wishing goos luck to all sec 4 people taking N-LEVELS on monday onwards . wirdy sentiase doakn kamu sumer(:

kk continue story . sci was bored . malay , at last cikgu hamzah nvr come . but he didnt make any anouncment . so at last we sat ouside mt class and talk nonsense till recess . recess went to library . we 4 had a girl talk . hais . i noe dat i'm in the wrong guyz . but you're always there no matter wat . luv u guyz so much and sry of watever i've done .

had ict after dat . must pick any picture from the internet . took taylor lautner picture ! haha(: well , turns out nice . but nurul's much more nicer(:

had english after dat . was damn sleepy :S

k lah . criously sleep now . luv ya guyz !

2009-09-02T06:47:00.001-07:00

hey people !

well , ermmm VERY HAPPIE TODAY . no idea why . just finished arranging my home econ file . then ermm , havent do maths hw and i'm happie ? haha ! mad ! had oral exam today . invigilator MS JAMIE . nervous like hell ! but overall it was okay . made her smile . she said dat wirdy sounds like a boy ? haiyo ! then ermm . had alot of common stuff .both wanna grow fat ! haha(:

k lah eh . kene kutok pon tk peh . tk heran sangat ah aku . aslkn sumer terbongkar !

well , didnt go terawih today . my leg can break soon ! but going ah tomorrow . insya-allah:D

hehe ! k lah . gtg . need to do maths hw now:S

2009-09-01T01:49:00.000-07:00

heylo heylo heylo !!!!!!

leg still hurts only dat now it's both leg . thought of not going terawih today but bcos my sexy babe took the day off so still going ah ! haha(: well , help mum to fry the rempeyek . stand for 2 hrs . so legs hurts even moreL:S

called my sexy babe nadirah . talk talk while lying on the chair . mom said dat i'm like a rich woman . then i say ah insyaallah one day i will:D LAME !

went to central at 3 . mum asked me to accompany me . went to ntuc . then got this group of boys . switing at me ? walao malu sey ! luckily they nvr come to me . hais ... been playing farming games in facebook . asl blh curi barang org jek ! ahaha(: k lah . times up ! sis wanna use ! bye(:

2009-08-31T03:18:00.001-07:00

ignore earlier on . well happie teachers day to all teachers ! i love you all man !
went to ftpps . saw halim . sumpah dier HOT ! haha ! muker mcm my sedare . hais . hit my leg very hard on the bench . best part ran to mit my dear . so i cant really walk properly . dunno how to do my terawih prayers later . sumpah aku ngah geram skg . as you cn see my earlier post. hais ! aper nk buat . kk iqbal jendol like amin . adik beradik amin i think . HUGGED CIKGU YASMINE ! I SWEAR I MISS HER LOTS ! haha !

chey ader org dah ader gf baru ah ! eh khairiyyah eh ! HAHAHA ! tk leh tahan babe !

sad dat 'yan didnt came . VERY SAD): it wasnt as packed as last year .

cant talk much . need to help grandma for buke . selamat berbuker ye(:

2009-08-31T03:07:00.000-07:00

eh wat's wif people nowdays ? you are relying on ur ego ! who do you tink i am ? aku baru kene kutok ngan org and here you are adding some nonsense stuff ?! you making it worst man ! you nvr bother to ask bout my injured leg and now u are scolding me something stupid like dis ? DIS SUX MAN ! YOU RUINED MY DAY !!!!!!!

2009-08-29T21:01:00.000-07:00

Hey ! well , it cold now ! raining heavily . had religious class yesterday . had to do this ramadhan progress card . can say mine look sucks ! hais... asked mom whether i can go terawih . and she allowed me . but nurul and the others cant go . so i was like WTH ! so didnt go yesterday lor:S

so like damn bored . hungry , mind blocked . aper nk buat ? i dont get freedom like she does..

who am i to you ? i feel that i'm invisble . i think she needs you more than i need you .

2009-08-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello !!! criously bored like other days . found a lot of pictures from my folder ! haha ! lame-.- well , school was dead boring !first period was sci . sat there do ntg . damn boring like always . second period was mt : can sleep i tell you ! cikgu bobal sorang . baru turon dah kene buat ketok ketampi ? walao ! damn wth lor! the teacher talk nonsense . recess was okok . kept on laughing non-stop . all bcos of rushdy and his book . damn another wth... it was ict after dat . had to draw gingerbreadman and i swear it really make me hungry ! omg ! then english . had to do some situational writing . then my dear "sister" had stomach ache . she felt like vomiting but she didn't . well , still wanna wait for break fast . send her hm . then sent her back to school . just wanna make sure she's alright . headed to ftpss . boring-est place ever ! :S

u lift my feet off the ground , you spin me around . you make me crazier , crazier !

2009-08-27T02:08:00.000-07:00

hey hey people !

so it's like e-learning day today . went to school to do the e-learning thingy . was quite boring . then bathed in the rain . was damn fun i tell you ! i wish shivering like hell . but lamer2 dah okay dah . so like fun ah . pulled nurul under the rain . so at last , shirt , skirt and shoes all wet ! haha ! well , quite bored ah . took my bro just nw . nk step je ngan nuha lah aper lah . saper heran ian ? :S well , hv been using the comp since and hour ago . sumpah ngan boring skg . just nw slept at the computer table . my neck aching nw . k lah . short post onie kk ? luv ya guyz !

2009-08-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hey !

OMG ! I'M LIKE DAMN SAD DAT I CANNOT GO TERAWIH WIF NURUL , AIN AND KHAIRIYYAH ! I REALLY WANNA CRY LIAO ! SALAH KE NK GI SEMBAYANG ? WALAO EH ! NK GI TEMPAT LAIN TU KAT MANE ? WTH ! OMG ! I REALLY WANNA GO TERAWIH !!!!!

seriously damn sad lor . walao ! irritated the whole day . criously irritated . well , in the morning can day irritated by mum . then went to sch . kena paisey ! kate i got highest for maths . then suddenly ms tan check again it was wei jian . who cares anyway ? then ermmm . irritated by zan who kept on talking nonsense to rasyidi and msging nonsense to me . criously ah , kau irritating sey ! just reached hm , sis start nagging of not bringing umbrella ? then omg ! watever lah . sumpah sey aku geram:S

wanna noe my CA marks ?

GEOG : 76/100
HISTORY : .../100 [ CANNOT REMEMBER:S]
MATHS : 94/100
SCIENCE : 67/100

yea i think dats all . well , now i'm still irritated bcos cannot go terawih . beh ckp tk pegi terawih , pegi tempat lain . mepek eh ? :S

2009-08-22T23:27:00.000-07:00

Yo yo !

kk . can say tired . Well yesterday , muslims starts to fast . I'm damn sad i cannot fast u noe ! very frustrating:s
BUT , i acted like i'm fasting . didnt eat like everyone else till dusk . went for religious class . okay lah . boleh tahan boring . but dont noe wat's wif teh aircon . it was damn cold i tell you ! i think i can freeze there(:

currently watching tellitubies now . haha ! childish me(:

cute rite ? like me ! hahaha ! no lah . kk let's name it .
PO is definately ME !
LALA is NURUL !
DIPSY is ... no idea:S
TINKY-WINKY is rasyidi !
nyahaha !

kk stop it wirdy ! well , still cant fast today . still wake up to sahur wif family
ermm ... then woke up again at 9.30 . mum asked me to follow her to the market at lorong 4 . so went there . brought the trolley . super a lot of things lor ! then headed back home . reached hm then helped my mum to do the mixture of rempeyek . then washed 4 bags using my hands ! then ermm .... ya ! went to market AGAIN to buy things . i was damn embarrassed lor . i dunno what telo burung is in english . then i asked the uncle got telo burong or not . luckily he understand ! then rasy kept on laughing on the fone ? can you believe it ? omg ! then headed hm . later my iron the clothes ? ergh ! lazy ! kk last picture(:

kk chiaos !

2009-08-21T04:43:00.000-07:00

haha ! my mood changed ! :p

HAHA ! been saying stupid ashoollleh ! to haziq today
ahaha(: kk . lazy post

aku tawu lah merepek ! haha(: luv u guyz

2009-08-21T01:50:00.000-07:00

hey there people ... well not in a mood to rite anithing . so nxt time kk ?

2009-08-19T04:22:00.000-07:00

wanna see a blank face ?

take dat ! so dat pic up there up there tells you everything ! my mind is damn blank ! dunno wat to do .

k ignore up there

school was okay . can't bear to see my bestest friend cry . cheer babe ! you are not at fault .
kk . well lets see. yawned damn loud during maths lesson . mrs ang asked me to pay attention:S
then ermm , sci sucks !
recess was okay lah . blh tahan terok .
then was history . went to comp lab . kene carik aper ntah
then it was geography . need to do AMA project . buat sembarang
home econ another sux one ! mr singh came and shout2 . damn wth lor !:S
MT another suck one .

so overall , the day SUCK !

my friends were shocked when they saw me sleep wif my eyes half-closed . all tot that i wasn't sleeping but i were ! aiyo ! then went to ftpss . saw kak yang sleep . i also want to join in . and again , my cousin ask why i sleep wif eyes half-closed . danish was immitating my actions . haha(: then he went for soccer . so the watever lah . having headache:S

somebody stop this madness !

2009-08-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

Happie Birthday Nenekku Tersayang(:

Nyahaha(: well . you're the best nenek ever ! the only nenek dat could cook my favourite food(:

try to speak dis in indian accent kk ?

well , got this indian person came from india . at first , he came at the canteen . he started shouting but nobody was listening . then mr singh pulled him in front of the bookshop . then he showed us his art . he said : i'fe been to many school in singapur ... haha ! his art was damn nice i tell you .

then ermm , was having art lesson . mrs wong brought the indian man up to class . so mr singh followed him . pity haziq and aaron bcos mr singh sat in between them . so the indian man started to demonstrate his art . he kept on saying this : cut 3/4 , more than half . He repeated dat for almost 3 times ! haha(: then ermm . serene , reno and me shared money to buy his book . cost $5 ! haiya !

then during english lesson , suddenly we all become kwai want to do mrs koh work :S watever lah eh ! then ermm . complained bout mrs koh to ms tan and mrs ang . haha(: mrs koh was damn alot . haven't include ms loo yet ! haha:D

had to do literature play just now . everything was in a mess ! haha(: but overall was damn funny:D

headed to canteen to eat then send nurul home and went to FTPSS . then sat wif my cousins . then we talk talk . damn kecoh i tell you ! haha(:

well , went home . tried to make a flower for my grandmother . it didn't work ! was very angry and frustrated , watever lah ! then at last , i just roll2 the thing . so it still turns out to be a flower(: so gave to my grandmother and she loves it ! haha(: coolness . k lah . gtg . mother look suspicious:s

it feels so different without meeting you for a day

2009-08-17T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hey there , i'm VERY VERY TIRED . typing wif my eyes half closed .
well , had jazzfunk today . was really fun . there was one routine which is damn nice . afi kept on asking us to do again bcos it's damn nice . so it turns our damn nice . haha(:

b4 dat , lepak wif rasy and his frens . was having a temper . but tried to control . my mind was really blocked . cant think . rasy's friends tried to cheer me up . well , i tried my best to smile . i just hope dis day wont happen again . i heart will burst if this always happen:S Well , thx for being there for me guyz ! luv ya all(:

school , was quite boring . was very angry till i shouted at reno damn loud . was very very very angry wif someone . well , i hope he will reflect on his actions . maybe he dont noe my feelings . hais . day by day , life get more complicated :S

biler maser aku dah kahwin ? kalau kaw nk org respect kau , kau respect kiter org lain dulu . ader otak ke tk ? u are much more older den me asshole . only mad people cannot think properly . i think you must be classified in mad people section

2009-08-15T22:53:00.000-07:00

hey there !

well can say i'm kinda tired . just came back from jln besar . my bro had a friendly match there wif the young lions . he won ! haiya . then went to komala to eat . ate masala thosai . was damn hungry . the food was nice . then walked to the mrt station then went home . boring rite ? i noe ..
well yesterday waas fun.. had religious class .liyana taped her hand to dian . then dian taped her hand to nadirah's hand . kire kn cannot be seperated ah . then ermm , after class was damn funny .
sat at the bus stop whil waiting for my bro and liyana's bro . then saw ustazah who wants to go home . then when we say bye , she will turn and wave at us . then after a few steps , we shout bye again and then she will turn at wave at us . then we repeated dat for bout 4 times . damn funny ! dian was sitting beside was laughing while pushing me and liyana . then was telling stupid jokes . and laughing like hell .
well damn bored now . gtg , wanna play pet society(:

tell me wat u need and i will fulfil it

2009-08-13T04:34:00.001-07:00

It's half a year ! nyahah(:

firstly happie birthday to khairi(:
i'm damn happie donno why . mad i think .. snap 2 pictured of hym ... HAHA !

short post ah kk ?

wat happen ah :S
ermmm... he having prelim ... then wat ? omg ! i forgot ! english sumer org kecoh . ntah kenaper .. every thursday during english class slalu kecoh ! haha(: then ermm... recess ? mom cooked spaghetti . brought to school and gave to nurul . then wat ah ? ouh ya ! music . sat outside class again wif khairiyyah . dlm class bising , then off to music class . boring ah . learn bout kompang . org yg main semangat tu tk de.. haha ! then ermm , it was malay ? khairiyyah and me semangat cari puzzle . merepek ah . tinggal satu ajer sey ! beh dah kasi cikgu baru cikge kate dier wat i said was correct . haiya ! who cares about the $5 ? haha ! tehn PE . had shuttle un . well , i'm not showing off , but i ran the fastest . :D
AKU TK KEMBANG EH ! haha(: . assembly ux ! haziq nvr sleep . haha(:
lepak skh lepak jap . then went to take bro . tunggu punye tunggu . auntie said he dismiss at 4 was there form 3.45 o 4.15 . still not out yet . until 4.30 theni saw his nose . haiya 1 damn tired . mls nk layan org2 yg tuduh org sembarangan:S

aku tk tawu knape kau nk tawu maner aku tinggal , namer aku sumer . wat do you want actually.. just meet me okay . you dont need to involve my parents. i give wat u want okay .aslkn kau bahagia...

2009-08-12T05:56:00.000-07:00

i'm so sry i didnt post anithing . onli this 2 pictures tells u bout my emotions so .. yea !
well not in the mood now . update soon kk(:

2009-08-10T03:52:00.001-07:00

Hey there !

just woke up from sleep just now ! haha(: of course damn sleepy sia !

7am woke up . mom dragged me to the toilet . hehe(:
then ermm... went to the tpy sports hall to play badminton . father booked for 2 hrs . hais . sis bullied me . mentang2 aku tk tawu main ! then i got a friend ! kak noni also dont noe how to play ! she also kena bully wif uncle heidir ! haha ! so at last we sit one corner . ya watever . blah blah..

at 10 headed to fork and spoon . bought ban mian and shared it wif mom . so i just ate a small bowl . pity my mom ah(: i'm a good gurl okay ! haha:D

then so we eat eat , walk round the cash converter then went home . waiting for the bus , saw mama and family:S
then i asked nana(my cousin) if she watched singapore idol yesterday.
me: nana tengok singapore idol smlm ?
nana: tk ah
me: asl tk tengok ? kak wirdy ader taw
siti: kakak aishah ader lah
nana: ader eh ? bedek sey !
me: ya lah ! kakak aishah ader . tk percaye tanye mak(my mom)
siti: mak mak , kakak smlm kluar kat tv kn . singapore idol ? whispering : ckp ye jer ..
mom: ya lah . nana tk tengok ? almk ! rugi ah !

sis and me continued laughing . and stills believe it ! omg ! board on the bus and she still believed it ! haha ! got off the bus , still believes it ! haha(: kk enough . reached hm . sis landed on her bed , father landed at his chair . me and bro blank . mom went to cook . ian bathed then followed my me . then went out to mit nurul and rasy . ya bljar2 . sumpah ngah ngantok dat time ! i swear aku ngah geram ngan MUHD AMIN BIN IDRUS . bodow sak nie budak ! ader otak tk tawu nk pikir ? da org tk nk tlg . eh aku blg kau eh ! tk der org nk tlg kau ah sial ! kau jer yg perasaan juboh ! tk tawu nk berterima kasih . aku raser after this incident , tk der org nk kau lagik sak !

kk enough . went hm , i was damn sleepy . mom alreaddy slept . so left me and bro havent rest . so went to my bed but my bro kepo went up there . so i just slept on sis's bed . sleeping while waiting for rasy call . limit2 tk call . so just slept . haha ! kk . gtg . luv ya guys(:

2009-08-07T00:53:00.000-07:00

hey peeps !

had national day celbration today . tapi tk semangat ah . wore PE tshirt ti sch . met rasy at the dragon then went to blk 237 to wait for nurul . then waited again for haidir . saw khairiyyah . she was waiting for firdaus . but when she saw firdaus , she ran , so the wth ? haidir dtg sikit peh cepat ! haha(: reached school lambat , still cn walk . singh blow whistle liao ! haha(: who cares :S

went to the hall . cant find our class . mcm budak bodow pusing2 . monitor not in front:S
then found our class at last . then had to take temperature . blah blah blah . mr boo talk . blah blah blah . i just remeber this : 'work now , enjoy later' . dat's all i remembered(: ain couldnt take part in the NE carnival bcos she nvr bring thermometer . then only left 14 people in the class . then spilt 7-7 . all the gurls except eileen . then we all kecoh2 . first was when we went to the wrong station ? then we kept on singing the national day song DAMN LOUD ! then everywhere we go we sing ! was damn fun ! and mad . mr boo was smiling . every station we sing ! until ms mala cover her ears ! haha(:

we was very having a lot of fun dat we didn't assemble at the indoor sports hall ! nyahaha(:
then headed to hall . had some performance . ok lah . after the performance , got teachers sing . we sang along . then there was this part when we stand up to cheer ! LOL(:
kiter peh semangat padi ! haha(: then we sit down back ah . malu sey ! haha !
then mom asked me to go hm straight , went hm and she's a sleep ?:S
then she asked me to change clothes then we straight away go bishan . just used red sleeveless . was damn hot lah ! headed to long john . everyone was starving . mom 4got to bring her fone . then sis was angry cos we nvr bring her go there . so she trained to bishan . brought mom fone too . saw rushdy . tengok aku smcm . haha(: watever lah eh !

balik , kene kopek ikan ? :S hand smell fish now ? hais !
then called junita , she was laughing like mad ! i think she also high when i told her . she couldn't stop laughing ! hahaXD
haha . i guess dat's all . boring ah ! monday must go the stadium play badminton again ? abah ask me pair up wif him ? omg ! i think i make him lose ! haha(:

why must i do everything for you ? you can go late and i must sit at hm jage ian ? wth ! this isnt fair okay ! asik2 kau blh kluar ? aku nk kluar takot2 :S

2009-08-06T02:38:00.001-07:00

hey there people !

i swear ngah KEBULOH skg ! haha(:
okay let's see wat happen today .
first periof was math . ok ok lah . 1 period onie . then had english . need to do some stupid test . lame shit ! i love the name AH BOH ! lol ! haha(:
then it was recess , we were wondering whether ms caneda come today , then khairiyyah say maybe she nvr come . then i raise up my hand like it was a goal ! ahha ! stupid me !
after recess , talk to khairiyyah and reno outside class . was talking so serious that i sat on the floor:s then had music . sumpah kecoh ! alot of people nid to apologize to ms caneda . then got one video where this cute guy was playin the kompang . org tepok mcm biase , the cute guy tepok mcm nak aper sak ! peh besar ! semangat siak ! omg ! that's ain's property ! LOL !
then ain was holding nurul and my skirt . she didn't want to let it go until she saw fauziah at the stairs . first she walk normally , then when she reached the stairs she ran up but unfortunately , she fell .. not one but TWICE ! khairiyyah was the victim . ain pulled her hand like want to break it . me ? laughing non-stop ! reached class still laughing ! then went to MT class . helped ain to walk . she couldn't walk properly , i still cant stop laughing ! haha(:
reached malay class , still laughing ! ahha ! lol ! did the newspaper thingy . then nid to go to the loo . tahan and tahan . then PE time , ran wif nurul to the toilet . ain can walk properly already . then ermm... ain start the cannot be seperated again . she hold my PE shorts and nurul's PE shorts . so walk my penguin ! haha(:
then played soccer wif fwens . merepek sey ! kene squeeze terok punye ! then i nvr kick , but i shout onie . khairyyah also ! LOL ! XD
it was assembly after dat . lazy to change . bcos was damn hot . but i stupid go overlap . mls nk gi toilet nye psl . then ermm . headed to hall . boring ah ! but i swear nora was cute on stage ! haha(:
look to my right saw zan , look behind still at the right saw khalish . rasy tk nmpk . agaknye ader byk org gemok surrond aku agaknye ! haha ! tk lah .
was laughing watching haziq sleeping . first his head couldn't stop moving . then another time was when he sleep but he look like want to kiss someone ! haha ! reno gave him a tight slap to him ! haha ! khairiyyah , reno and me laugh like hell lor ! haziq dah paisey ! haha(:
then headed to mac for a while . ain was starving . then i carry my bag in front . then i said :
me : ya allah ! berat nye !
khairiyyah : kaw bawak aper ? batu ?
ain : ntah ! kaw bawak aper?
me : bukan batu , anak !(mcm paham punye muker:S)
ain : ya allah ! aku yg byk matae tk sampai mengandung pun . kecik2 dah main
khairiyyah and me : (laughing!)
khairyyah : dy mak kau tk marah ?
m e: tk ah dier happie nah !
ain : kau tk nk buang anak tu ?
me : tk nk . aku buat haram , anak nie tk haram(chey !)
khairiyyah : bapak kau tk marah ?
me : abeh ? tapi dier tawu yg kalau dier pukul , dier blh masuk jail ! abusing his grandchild ! LOL
so kept on bobal mapek till mac . haha(:
then went to ftpss . at last i met my sexy babe NADIRAH . she ate my mi tomata cos i dont like it . then kiter bobal2 , then she went to work and i went back jhome . STILL STARVING !
mom not wrking tomorrow ):

2009-08-05T02:30:00.000-07:00

hey there people !

well , didnt touch the comp for quite how many days .

monday had jazzfunk . learnt new words from khairiyyah.... COMPOM and FLYANG . haha !\ dance was dman fun ! cannot tahan listening to the instructors laughter ! lol !

tuesday ? had art lessson. tried to simplify the pic . but was damn slack . dunno why . then ermm...
sci was damn boring . then had msg from my sis asking me to blanja her bubble tea for some reasons . so bought it for her . blah blah blah .

i'm so sad ! HYDIR IDRIS DIDNT GET TO THE FINALS:'(

omg ! i'm so sad:(

today ? went to school . sis was complaining not bringing her tie . then watever lah in school . then ermm , had history class . satu class kecoh ! hope i pass . some stupid incident happened . dion almost touched my v..... . i was damn shocked ! luckily nvr touch ! i freaked out . the reno was laughing ! i was smacking him hard lor ! OMG ! :S
did the crossword puzzle . hais . then had home econs .went to th library . then ain and me look at recipes which made us damn hungry . didnt eat during recess . gave my food to nurul . her face was pale . cant bare to see it . let her it lor ! then bought chicken burger for my dearest oyfie bcos he dont want to eat since morning . then bought it for him . force him to eat . he also wasnt feeling well . he didnt come to school today . miss him ! haha(:
reached home and there's NO FOOD ? so was starving ! then was busy doing home econs work wif ain . sumpah kecoh ! sampai kene lecture ! btw , THX AIN FOR EVERYTHING !(;
now i'm having a headache . maybe bcos i nvr eat since just now . better get somethin to eat . bye peeps(:

2009-08-02T02:13:00.000-07:00

hey there poeple !

kk . went to play badminton this morining at the toa payoh sports hall ? yea ! was damn lazy . woke mom up at 6 am . then slept back . then she woke me up at 7 and i was complaining . haha ! was very tired lor:S

so then headed to toa payoh sports hall . watched my sis and father play .

so took a video up there^
but quite boring ah . watch my mother play was damn funny . she look like telllitubies(dunno spell ah:S)
this a video of her playing badminton .

haha ! then headed to toa payoh stadium . waited for my bro . then saw the ftpss boys . then saw irfan . said hi to him . then ermm .... headed to fork and spoon to eat . ngah KEBULOH ! haha(:
then mum and dad went to market while we 3 went home . sampai rumah teros lepak ! penat giler maut ! hais . then did some hs work then bathed . and had my rest for a while . seriously damn bored rite now . need to do the ironing again today:S
can somebody do it for me ????

2009-08-01T05:12:00.000-07:00

hey there !

well to junita : nice choice gurl !

kk . damn bored now . currently watching suci . pp8 left $0 liao:S

religious class was boring . must do debate wif boys just now . bcos of NADIRAH BINTE HASHIM , i must join her in the debate:s but we won of course ! lol ! faezin came . but dian nadia didn't come):

went to buy sushi just now . then headed hm . kinda fighting wif him ? watever happens , i will blame everything to ABDUL GADER BIN HASHIM ! ergh !

2009-07-31T03:50:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps !

updating now bcos of NUR KHALISH .

ahha ! well let's see. went to school . saw junita at the front gate . then we talk kok . then watever shit lah . went 1 round around 3rd level .sumpah tk der keje !

seriously , lessons was damn boring ! mls nk bobal . the I&E day also sux ! my class didn't win anthing . i was like "erh ? watever !" ahah ! went 3 rounds around the whole . damn boring lor !

after school , went to send nurul at her hs . then went back to school wif her . saw rasy then we lepak2 . mcm biase ahk ! ahah(: then ermm ... saper dtg ? ouh ya ! amin , haidir , wawan and khalish came . ntah aper kiter buat pun tk tawu(: hehe !

then hide nurul fone . so she like went panic ! ahaha ! ran away from her . damn tiring i tell you ! wif my bag and she's like onli holding a paper bag . gave back her fone then off to ftpss .

boring giler sey kat sane . boleh mati dudok !

went home and ntg to do . bathed and sat at the couch . then baring . then almost sleep .
asked my bro to accompany me go kedai . we reached level one , saw my mum bought orea mcflurry . hais ! stole her ice cream .. haha ! tk baek eh aku? LOL !

then went home . and now using the comp . then computer at last is behaving . it stays yellow(:

i'm not done wif you yet auntie !

makcik keropok minyak wangi UNITE ! AHAHA=D

2009-07-30T03:15:00.000-07:00

hey people !

didn't update yesterday ..

totally forget wat happen . i noe did baked rice for home econs . then cikgu hamzah tk der . so dont have malay . was sad at nite . yea i think dat's it !

today ? ermmm..

maths is ok ok . then english also . recess didn't eat . got a big ulser . it's damn painful ! :S then it was music , teacher didn't come . did the worksheet while singing . was damn in the mood to sing . then it was malay . must do kefahaman test . buat sembarang . then got .... pe . after we change then teacher came and said there's no PE . everyone was like awww. hahah 1 then sat we the rest and palyed wif khairyyah's hair . then there was assembly . sumpah boring giler ! haah(:

kk till here . the computer is making me mad . from white to yellow to purple and now RED? OMG !

2009-07-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

hey there people in the world !

sumpah i'm damn bored and giler today .

reached school , marah haziq bcos he record nonsense thing bout me . i was damn angry that tears filled my eyes . then i realized i didn't bring my PE t-shirt . i totally forget that we had a learning journey at Singapore river today . ya bcos of scolding haziq and gader, i became so moody today . no idea . just cant get my head to relax . yea watever . first was math . didnt really payed attention . was really disturbed by problems in my mind . then when mrs ang ask me qs , i was damn blur !

then it was MT for 2 periods . so the watever lor cikgu . sumpah ! tk der org suker dier . sikit2 mrh . menyampah siol ! ergh . then it was recess . need to save money to pay my snoman . owe bout $7 ! hais . then ermm , just bought one bottle of peach for the day . :S

then it was art . i realy dont noe how to draw the stupid flower ! wth ! ask ms mala for help . then when ain came to my table . i've drawn 2 pictures already and she was looking and shouted: " kau draw nie wirdy ? betol ? kaw draw nie? LAWA NYE ! " .... i was kembang-ing . chey ! mcm paham ! then i draw for nurul her polar bear but it turns out to be FAT ! so i asked nurul to make it to thin a bit . haha! i was still moody okay !

science was after art . thx to KENNETH KWEK and IVAN LEE , i became so crazy ! i didnt really listen to ms huda but i was listening to kenneth kwek and ivan lee talking NONSENSE ! all bout boys and girls private parts ! asked me in malay . so i told him . i was really laughing to max ! sholihiin who is sleeping suddenly becoming so active ! ahaha(:

so watever . after sci was english . damn bored lor ! she talk shit seriously !

live lesson was fun . learned to relax our mind and clear all our problems as in keep our mind calm . that was a good practice for me ! i relaxed my mind and start to be me again . the old CRAZY ME ! hha(:

after dat , ran home wif my stupid heavy bag ! reached home and saw my father being maid jantan . he was jemur-ing the baju . salam him . tukar baju , tukar beg . JLN ! haha(: he gave me $4 .

hais . then ermm . headed to s'pore river . had to do this lame wrksheet . so gader and i was the semangat one . we was like running here and there . then got this ITE boys there . ain and i were eating ice cream cos it was damn hot . then bought then went to the other side of the river . then the boys was like :

boys : dek , dek , nk sikit , nk sikit
me : -.- (watever face)
boys : dek dek
me : (turn to look at them)
boys : ader rokok ?
me : so i was like no .
boys : tk der . psl aku pon tk isap
me : *whispering* sumpah i tk heran . haha !

then did the wrksht jap . then went back to the assemble place. the boys start again .

boy : approaching me
me : aper nie ?
boy : dek dek . yg tu tu nk mintak nombor
me : (looking at the guy)
boy : namer dier sholihiin , dier tinggal kat tampinese
me : (buat bodow ...JLN) ahaha !

sumpah aku tk heran tu saper ! haha(: the headed back to school . then lepak jap then HOME SWEET HOME !

aper sak ! aper kau nk dari aku ?! kau ader hal aper ngan aku ? eh ! kalau tk knl aku , jgn nk asl blh hembos ckp psl org la eh ! kau pikir kau saper ? mak aku ? gi blah ah eh ! psl kau , aku tk tenteram bodow !

2009-07-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

hey there !

well, just came back from jemputans . damn tired i tell u ! in the morning , mom sabo my sis by putting sunblock on her face . take dat sis ! yea(:
then ermm . had maggie goreng . mom cooked for us . then bout 11 everyone was bz . doing dat doing dis . then suddenly my butang tercabut . so my father helped me to jahit it back . then sis make-up for me . ya so damn the kecoh . then at bout 12.10 , out of the house to meet my aunties and cousins . so off we go to yishun by mrt .then at the mrt , my father said, " your shoes are nice but your nails are very eeee ! " . me and sis was liKe HAHAHA ! then met grand parents . then at the bus stop met mami besar . then off to the place ah . SUMPAH the makanan tk sedap . tak sedap sey !

then went back to yishun interchange . mami kasut pecah . so they went to bought one pair . then ermmm. headed to jalan kayu . damn bored lah seriously . then went there . then lazy to eat . been taking unnecessary items . then i have to walk to and fro . like wth ? hais . then we sat one corner and took ALOT OF PICTURES ! damn alot i tell you ! ahaha(: will post it soon . well , currently chatting wif my SEZY BABE , nadirah .

I'LL KILL YOU SOON AUNTIE !

2009-07-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

hey its been a long time i nvr update my blog ...

ermm..

wednesday ? went home at 1 . was very bored during home econs class . seriously hate ms wong.

thursday ? almost cried in class bcos i tot i lost my wallet . but it's eif rushdy and all . damn the make me panic lor !

friday ? i remembered everything !

went to scool as usual . wanted to berak since morning . then was like tahan and tahan. then ermm . ict was damn bored . was playing2 . then ermm . after school . went to eat for a while at mac then went home . there's no food . my father didn't cook . so i had to ftpss for food ! was starving seriously . then reached there . saw azwan . i remebered that the sec4N malay students that they have malay oral there . then went in the school . sat wif nadirah and laugh2 . haha ! talk shit lor we all . then ermmm . sat there till three went raffe , hamizan and azwan dah turon . so they asked my to sit wif them . so sat and they were complaining bout how hard the exam was .. kecoh sia . haha ! then ermm . went out of the school 10mins later . then walked to my bro school . reached ther exactly 3.30 but my bro havent dismissed yet . then waited there for 15mins then he was dismissed . was very angry wif ZOLLHISHAM on dat day . he beat my bro for no reason . can you believe dat ? omg ! i like want to throw my mother's bra that i'm folding yesterday . ahah ! then ermm when i was sleeping , i woke up suddenly bcos my sister sprayed water on my face . then i saw sunblock on my hand . i was like shouting "irritating lah kakak ! i wan sleep rite !" sis laughing . ahaha ! i threw my pillow to her . ahahah ! damn funny !

saturday/today : had religious class . wole up at 9 bcos my bro asked us wat prata we want . i was like 'prata?' . then woke up . then wanted to bathe, my sis was bathing . then followed by my father . so i was the last want to bathe . then ermm . watch Suka Ma Suka . the movie i pester my mom to buy but she didn't . so watched it in the internet this morning wif siblings. damn funny lor ! well in religious class , learned bout not being sarcastic .

love this surahs . pls click it to read the surahs .

ahha ! k lor . dat all yaw . update next time !

2009-07-21T03:10:00.000-07:00

hey !

well it was Racial Harmony Day !

so wore my green colour kebaya . then use my high heel . was like damn embarrassed . then not many people wore use traditional clothes . was like omg ! then was like having blister . when i reached class , i took out my shoe and walk in the class . then only nurul was wearing kebaya . then gader come in . then he's baju kurong was the same colour as nurul's kebaya . people taught they were couples ! ahha !

ermmm ... not much to talk . currently listening to salleh and zico talking . i'm like wth ?!

2009-07-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

hey !

well ,very tiring today !
went to school abit late and early . late bcos nvr go to school wif sis . bcos of looking for my .... and went to BERAK in the morning . hais ! then ermm . not late . early bcos came to school at 7.20 not 8.30 . need to do NAPFA test today . was damn tiring ! asked nurul to run at the same speed as me and she made it ! was having stitches along the way . hais . i'm the 4th gurl to finish the test:D
nurul was the 5th gurl ! woo ! cool man ! then headed back to class cos was like damn tired ! legs was gonna break . sweating like hell . sat under the fan wif shol . haiya !

then during literature , was very sleepy, felt like sliping . but wirdy gud gurl you noe ! ahha(:
ermm , recess taught khairiyyah wif her maths . there's like 4 question but we only managed to do 1 qs onie . ahha ! stupid sia . so was like starving in class .

english i swear it was damn boring ! she talk nonsense ah ! read wat passage also i dont noe . wasn't listening to her but was like scribbling on a piece of paper . then when i put my head down , she was like going near to me . omg !

sci was ok ok . had headache but rebecca made me smile(: she was like talking about jasmine . damn funny . beh rebecca was like telling scary stories . scary sia ! omg ! her face cannot tahan sia !

maths ? got to change my sit at the back of the class , was like omg ! so far away from nurul ? omg ! shit man! hais . went kfc for lunch wif nurul . then when otw back to blk , jie en suddenly out cake on my face ! nurul kene rabak sia ! jay hold her then carissa put cake on her face . then kana her uniform .

k ah gtg . 2morro racial harmony day . should i wear?

get well soon dear

2009-07-18T21:54:00.000-07:00

An ugly picture of me wif tudung:S

my sis drawing. nice sia !

this is candid !

joo chiat yesterday

Grafitti(:

well , forgot to mention dat i went grafitti class on thurs . salleh was forcing me to accompany him . so just went day and do ntg .

went to geylang yesterday . was checking the new market there . was very frustrated bcos having stomach cramps:S after eating at the new geylang market . then went to joo chiat . sis was looking for her punjabi costume to wear on the 21st . after dat , went to tpy central . reached there and i was having a great headache . was damn terrible ah ! hard to walk . then i try to walk normally but can't . i always find a place to sit . hais . damn troublesome . ate at fork n spoon . felt better . then headed hm and watch APM . want to watch my NOT HANSOME BOYFRIEND : ST 12 adn Afgan . ahha ! omg ! mad now

well , woke up at 9 today . then off to market . was schocked when mom brought me to maccdonalds . so had breakfast there . then saw my grandmother . so she joined in . then went to pasar . i swear there's a lot of things to push in the trolley . was struggling pushing it . hais . home nw . tomorrow have to come to sch early . need to do 2.4km run . shit ! i can't run properly !

why must yOu think negatively bout me . i don't get to see her everyday and now you're like seperating me from her . she didn't do anithing wrong to you wat ! so wat's the big problem . and who are you to assign who i want to be wif ? don't think dat you're a Know-It-All gurl cos you're not u ASSHOLE !

2009-07-17T23:07:00.000-07:00

hey there!

it's been along time i left this blog dead . k ermm . yesterday was not a good day .
get body crams bcos of MUHD NOR HAZIQ BIN NOORAZWA . did stupid things the day before .
ermm . broke a plank from my bed . haha(: it broke into half . was damn scary . so like now have to slip on the floor:S

hais . yesterday was damn freaking bored !
went to school like usual . hais . told my lit teacher to ermm post-pone my play to nvt fri . went home then go out again . have to take my bro . beh terserempak nurul . so took her bro then she followed me to FTPPS the i send her home. yea .

look if you have an issue wif me , confront me okay . but DONT and i mean dont ever try to hurt people who is close to me. you can talk nonsense . dont make the one innocent involve in this okay . why the hell must you be angry wif her when she didn't even do any wrong to you guyz. just bcos she want to be wif me you want to be enemies wif her ? omg ! let me tell you this but all of this are just BULLSHIT !