Easy to love, hard to let go ..

Friday, December 18, 2009 3:49 AM

I'VE MOVED !

people . i moved my blog to http://protrait-a-role.tumblr.com/ pls do visit and comment . dont really noe how to use it yet . but i'll learn .i wont delete this blog cause i cant erase all my memories just like dat . I LOVE READING MY OLD STORIES ! its damn funny . whr my english sux , how i wrote is funny . HAHAH ! dont read taw ! embarrasing :D

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 2:21 AM

all i ever wanted was to love everyone on earth . even though that person is ugly , arrogant , selfish , idiotic , moron , watsoever ! I DONT CARE ! all i want was to love everyone on earth . i cant possibly hurt anione . cause by hurting them , i'm just hurting myself . both of you were the ones i love most . both of you were the ones i want to live wif forever . without both of you , my life is incomplete . you're like the blood in my body , drink in the cup everything ! wat is a cup w/o a drink ? what is life without someone to love ? i want to tell you this . i noe the deal was for me to leave him . it's beena year he left u and it's been a year you hv been thinking bout him . so what makes you think dat u can forget him now ? i'll do wat u want . we'll see what will happen next . if you think it's for the best , then fine . i'll go wif you . i just hope it gets better . i could leave but i could not forget him . you gotta noe that ..

Sunday, December 13, 2009 9:21 PM

hey !

weekend was a blast ? i dont think so . well did get out of the hs .

saturday ? mum brought us to central . wanted to submit the hdb thingy . so that we could get loan for our new hs . orangkn bace selawat kalau nk taruk bende , nie mak aku bace doa makan ah ! HAHAHAH ! ass eh dier ? :D
then had breakfast at kfc . th wrap thingy sux ! went to look for mum's new clothes . my adik mati2 nk beli boxer ? dah terang2 tk der . gader yg besar gituk tk pakai boxer , adik aku yg kecik nie nk boxer . beh tunjuk yg budak besar nye-.-
at bout 3++ , went to eat at SEOUL GARDEN ! oooohhhllleeeemmmaaakkkk ! power ! mkn mkn mkn mkn mkn mkn . HAHA ! tk gemok ok ! walked around orchard . sis was about to buy a crupler bag . but didnt . mum say it's not worth it-.-"
limit , tk beli aper2 thx to my GRANDFATHER ! complain kaki sakit lah ape lah ! BLUEK AH !

sunday ? woke up at like 10 . went to check where's everyone . but mum and bro was not in . suddenly i like so called "collasped" in front of my room . cant stand . had to crawl . but felt like vomiting . so , crawled to the toilet and sat beside the toilet bowl . so nampak sah , seluar aku basah . but i didnt vomit . lagi best , dalam toilet bowl ader taik stuck . taik saper sak tu . was groaning . crawled back to room . stopped behind my door . cant take it , was groaning till my sis woke up and carried me to the sofa . ya ya ya . so mum said dat i pitam . no blood at my brain . blah blah blah . afternoon , went to IMM . sumpah boring . tk der bende jek . so ... bye ! :D

Thursday, December 10, 2009 4:29 AM

I'm 14 !

Happie Birthday to me ; Amirah ; ashiqin , TAUFIQ BATISAH ; raven ... 10 december babies :D

Finally , i'm 14 . mum said that it's good to be young . shall thx everyone who wished me . especially JUNITA for wishing at 12midnight . LUV YA GURL ! and also the rest .

shall also thank people who gave me presents . i luv u all too . presents were damn nice . nadirah , sis , bro , grandparents . yea so far from them . but thx :D
especially when my sis and bro poured water when i'm sleeping -.-
nadirah pulled me to bugis to celebrate my bday . walked around bugis junction . watched new moon wif her ! it wasnt wat i expected to be . alot of cut scenes . wtf rite ? was waiting for the movie to end faster cos i was shivering . it was as if i was sick.

was home late . mum gave a small lecture . suprised to see my facebook account flood wof wishes . thank you all :D sis bought me cake yesterday , i cant believe my eyes . she actually bought me a cake. she also bought me shades . tengok lah kalau aku bleh pakai k . shall stop here . toodles :D

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 3:01 AM

how i hate maids & banglas

technically , having problems looking at pictures in blogger -.-

it's so frustrating.

people ! do you get irritated when u see maids dating wif banglas ? i think it'll go blind watching this everyday . wanna noe why i hate maids ?

1) maids thought that i was a maid-.-

maid: indonesia ya ?

me : bukan ..

maid : Philippines ?

me : singapore lah !

annoying ah ? stupid ass.

2) maids dating wif bangla . does maid have any taste ? banyak orang kat indonesia/Philippines , knape byk2 orang kene amink bangla ah ? da lah hitam . suker pegang2 lagi . kau nk bangla sangat , gi lah kat india ! byk org siul kat situ . buat menyemak negri aku jek-.-"

3) due to number (1) , banglas thought that i'm a maid and keep on staring at me , pathetic idiot banglas ! stupid black-.-

waiting for 12midnight i guess:D

Tuesday, December 8, 2009 1:38 AM

hey there peeps .

currently eating ice cream . bro bought it for me . can u believe ? he ask me to eat the ice cream so dat he can play wif the sticks like upin & ipin ? tk peh . masih budak , biarkn jer lah-.-

well , i said it b4 and i'm saying this again . I LUV READING MAI'S LOVE STORY WIF HER BF . jealous ? no ! it's just so nice to read . hais , go read okay . i'm sure it'll melt u !

k back . seriously wanna watch new moon . problem is no money-.-
ulser is healing soon :D can talk properly already . but still hv trouble brushing my teeth . 2 more days ? making me sick ! shouldnt hv counted down . make me sad onie-.-

well , kinda rotting at hm like always ! pathetic ! i'm missing people . seriously . i think i bursting soon):

PEOPLE ! DONT REMIND ME ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY OKAY .

Sunday, December 6, 2009 11:15 PM

this is ugly-.-

sry for not updating blog for 2 days . went out the whole weekend wif family .

on saturday , went to vivocity to watch 2012 . i swear i hate that movie ! shouldnt hv agreed to watch the movie . i swear i was shivering at vivocity . went to giant and guess wat i saw ? i actualy saw patrick the star doll ! it was huge and very cute ! ergh ! too bad it's expensive . dad almost bought it for me but unfortunately , he didnt): my ulser gets worst . had difficulty eating-.-

sunday ? headed to geylang market . again couldnt eat properly . mum did not allow me to eat thosai): so she bought me chicken porridge . hais . went to sheng shiong at geylang . boring . i swear the things bought was damn heavy . so obviously we need the taxi . but we went too close to the bus stop . so at last , we took th bus hm-.-
reached hm . dad wants to buy our school shoes and bag . went to amk . then went to toa payoh . watever . boring . visitors came . blah blah blah .

kinda dizzy rite now . just finished iron the stupid clothes . update soon(:

Thursday, December 3, 2009 9:56 PM

there's several things bothering my mind rite now .

1) my big ulser-.-
2) desperately wanna watch NEW MOON
3) my birthday

my ulser is seriously hurting me . 2 ulser grown at the same place . another one just beside it . there's another one at the other side of my lip . that makes 4 on 1 lip ! ERGH !!

sis watched new moon yesterday on the big screen . nadirah watched on the internet . left me liao ! wtf ! sis yesterday say dat jacob almost kiss bella n stuff . also he's badan berg ! hais ! I WAN WATCH NEW MOON !

my birthday ? i hv nothing to say . actually i dun noe wat to say or feel . angry ? frustrated ? sad ?
but none of this will actually help . i cant even do anithing):

last but not least ! I'M CRAVING FOR HERSHEY'S CHOCOLATE COOKIES 'N' CREAM ! it's been a long time i nvr taste chocolates . i need money):

Wednesday, December 2, 2009 10:34 PM

criously wj is xtra !

2N1 BBQ !

ivan and me(:

ugly rite ?!

rushdy got thrown 1st by AIN !

ivan being thrown in th pool

buttock fight(:

candid huh ?

yesterday was a blast ! had 2n1 bbq . sry eh bah , terpakse bohong:P
reno and jieen waited for me at 155 bus stop . went thr forgeting RUSHDY ! haha ! waited for rushdy at the bustop . laugh laugh laugh . then went to the condo .
khairiyyah's family was there . her mum complained to me bout ALOT of things . rushdy got thrown in th water by ain . it was damn funny . had a lot of food . khaliesah was there . she kept on shouting from the pool . asking me to swim wif her-.-
class sang me advance birthday song(:
thank you so much . i'll nvr forget this .
swam at bout magrib time . wtf eh ? pool was damn cold ! seriously . only gurl to swim-.-
head home wif ain + nephew , nurul + brother , rushdy and me . took 155 to tp interchange . took train to braddel. that is bcos i was late-.-

Tuesday, December 1, 2009 4:18 AM

new moon will be out in 2 more days . im proudly to say sat i'm in TEAM JACOB !:D
hais . u nvr noe how desperate to watch dat movie.. i'm also craving for HERSHEY chocolate ! HAIS ! CHOCOLATE !! :P

tomorrow , hopefully i could go to th class bbq . pray for me ppl ! my 1st time going bbq wif frens . wait ! 2nd time going bbq wif frens . house was kecoh today . like mama and mami family came . wow ! packed ! currently watching satyria sayang : "aya , aku sayang sama kamu , aku cinta sama kamu ! " .
geram peh babe ! jealous i sama dier):

should i countdown ?

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